I'm lost (Vent)

I'm lost, as in I don't know what I am or what I want to be. Everything I like is either from prolonged exposure or because I need be interested on something because the world needs it. Idk why I like the stuff I like anymore. Either because my identity is slipping away or it is constantly shifting. You see, I'm autistic, and there's this thing called hyperfixation. Now, I have a few, but I don't know if it's going to be useful or even remotely interesting to you at all. I don't remember having an identity at all outside of what comes naturally

I'm not used to be venting online but it's better then venting to AI chatbot because it'll just repeat whatever I say