LIFE AND THOUGHTS

(Sorry for the obvious typos ;C )

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So I've never wrote here or created any blogs yet. It changes today? I guess.

I'm on senior year in high school and GOD it couldn't be this worse! It all started with me getting bullied by some of my old friends in my class. Sure I've talked behind them before but they have been acting really rude to me. They mocked and laughed to me n stuff like that. And I havent done anything to them? I didnt even talked to them??? I really just want to be left alone and focus on my homeworks and exams. 

Also there is this another girl who yelled at me for a week for no reason, she also tried to mock me infront of everyone but some friends of mine stopped her. It is so childish to see people mess with other people just to have fun while their life is boring n dull. The problem is that I didn't do anything to her T-T I just kept my mouth shut and stayed silent while she yelled at me. I really dont want to get involved to such small fights like this. 

I think I have so much love inside me and I like to share it with people and every other creature. Even computers!(:P) I really want to love people, get along with every one of them. I don't care about their race or sexuality either. If they don't have any hateful thoughts then I am happy to be their friend.

But people around me/students at my school don't think like that. They just want to have some action in their lifes etc. I just want to be calm and friendly, get along with everyone!

(I'm listening to this song rn while writing: "Boy With The Bright Eyes by The Shermans. :)")

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What else?

Since I am on senior year I have literally no time for anything! I have to study for this one big exam at the end of the year which will allow me to go to university of my choice. Also I am majoring on science and math so it is much harder...

For a long time I always thought I would be an artist but it changed when I started high school. Coding and math caught my interest and I bought some books to learn more about them. I actually didn't made any big progress on coding but after my exams that is going to be my priority.

I am also taking extra classes outside of school and you couldnt imagine how much homework I have. I have been realllyy lazy about them and I really need to get my shit together because there is so little time for me to study. Not to mention those bullies who stole my time.And somehow, I am still not mad at them. Like they don't understand that I just couldn't care enough to get mad at them.

(Song for this paragraph "Cherry Came Too by The Jesus and Mary Chain. :D")

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