New crush

So that guy I mentioned from summer camp low-key the moment he left I kinda had eyes for another co-worker😭

But here's the thing...

It's been 3 months and I'm STILL THINKING ABOUT HIM DAILY OML I GENUINELY GOT LIKE A CRUSH ON THIS DUDE. bro he's so cute like a actual cutie, we got so much in common, and he's super cool. 

Here's the downside. Sadly we don't work year round together🙁, he's 20 and I'm 17 (18 this year tho!) so if anything were to happen I would hope he's ok with a little age gap, and also IDK IF HE WOULD BE INTO ME.

I got his insta before never seeing him again and we been talking since, work related, school related, regular things. We just talk and I think it's a good sign but I'm also nervous because IDK😭

Bro I thought this was about to be a funny little summer crush but no- no I want that man I genuinely NEED that. 

Break him.