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My laif rn >w<
Haiiii this is my first blog entry on here!
My name is Angelwithoutwingz or Emz. Me and my fam drove to denmark like 5 days ago.
What you have to know is that I have a...interesting dynamic with my parents. Well im actually(ermm akshuallyyy)here with my Dad and Step-Mom and my little half brother(hes chil tho).
The thing is since im like 9 my parents(especially my father) manipulate me. But I only reliezed it this year and so I changed my attitude towards them so a lot of the time theres a lot of tension between us.SOOOO I feel kinda uncomfortable being in the same house with them :(
IT SUCKZZZZZ
And with my depression and dissasociation episodes this hasnt been the best combo on this holidayy. I just wanna see my friends. And Ill get back to germany in like 6 days. Im rotting in my bed all day and doing nothing but eating junk. I mean I do this at home too but now Im doing it cause I dont have anything to do really.
Thats it!!!
sorry if my english is bad
XOXO Angelwwz
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Russet
hi welcome to spacehey , very sorry to hear all of this ...... :( i also live with my mom and she has an abusive bf so i cant feel safe cooking anymore and ive been throwing my money to junk food ever since
hows life right now ??.. i hope youre alright
omg ur so kind!!!
Well im still doing baaaad(the post was more a retrospective on the last days)so nothing rlly changed :(
My parents also try to deny everything when I bring up the maipulation(so now were at full on gaslighting!?!?!)
hoping the best for u 2 <3
by Angelwithoutwingz/Hailey; ; Report
ahhh damn yeah those moment you gotta just be with yourself when they dont listen .... i tried to put sense into them years ago
wishing the best for you too
by Russet; ; Report