Bucky Barnes and wtvr

im having a really big serious long hyperfixation rn about the winter soldier since my friends don't wanna hear me rant I'm gonna do that here IDC if this gets no attention it just feels so good for me as an autistic person

IDK how to start this so Imma just like jump into it

If you haven't watched captain America: the winter soldier OH NY GOD ITS SO GOOD

I'm not gonna get too in detail about the backstory because this ain't about Cap, this is about winter. But long story short, the winter soldier aka Bucky Barnes was captain Americas Best friend mcu AND comic though their relationship differs from each of them.

I've yet to make friends that like bucky like I'm so desperate to just talk about him

But anyways he's like just so awesome and cool and AUGHHHHHHHGH he was my gay awakening I'm being so fr like yeah I love women and boobs 100% but when it comes to bucky Barnes??????

BONER ALERT!!!!!!!!! 

I'll only be talking about mcu BUCKY tho so he was in the army during the 40s fighting in WW2, and basically he was kidnapped by this cult organization HYDRA, and brainwashed, tortured - like everything dude. HYDRA erased buckys memory so they can fill his brain with HYDRA propaganda so he can fight for them, and y'know it works but sometimes when's they don't erase his memory for a period of time his memories start to resurface. And it's like so sad because HYDRA is the thing that he spent his life FIGHTING, and now he's fighting FOR them and it's just so sad like

It's just like my life!!!!!! ...in a way

K if any of that sounds interesting pls read the comics/movie or if you already like it just PLEASEEUHHHHH talk to me about it I'm so desperate</3 ice found so far ONE person that likes bucky Barnes and they haven't been active for a month have some sympathy for me