111025 - spring, movies, halloween, boredom, school, social media…

hiya…this is a random blog just because i want to blog. im outside rn bc it is just a good day… spring is such a goated season… but anyways.. there is all of this weird dust ash stuff floating around idk what it is but its weird. im so hungry….im like…always hungry….but there is nothing 2 eat ever…..i watched the movie get out yesterday and it was so good! i watched it randomly and im really glad i did, the ending was so satisfying. i totally recommend it. 

i cant wait for halloween. idk why im so excited, i literally have nothing planned. how old is too old to trick or treat? either way, this year i may just stay home, eat lollies and watch movies. its so goated how halloween is on a friday night this year.

i need more stuff to do.. im always really bored and really lazy and really hungry. its lowkey hell. i want mario kart but its literally 70 bucks just to get the game! i also dont wanna go back to school i hate school. the classes are fine and my friends are great its just the annoying kids who like to bother others (aka me) for a laugh.. cant they just let me get through the school day with my head down? 

my ao3 fic isnt getting any traction which is sad bc i actually put effort in this one. my other ones sucked. im actually proud of this one and its flopping! whatever. i stopped using social media as much as i used to and my life is a lot more chill tbh…. not only am i not worried about random things that dont matter, im not even AWARE about random things that dont matter! speaking of social media, idk what to do abt the social media ban thats impending.. idk how ill contact my friends. i want to text them on regular messages, but one friend’s data doesnt work so they cant text. i cant talk to them here either bc i kinda want this website to be my online island if that makes sense. no connections to the real life, just me and the internet. 

thats all i have today..bye……….