I LOVE OVERSHARING ON THE INTERNET

My life feels like a sad Peter Griffin edit, it’s mainly for jokes and laughs cause it’s Peter Griffin but at the same time theres an overlooming genuine sadness to it. I’ve rotted in bed a lot this week after a brief manic episode and I now have no motivation for much else. I can also blame the fact that I’ve been listening to a lot of death cab for cutie like damn bitch did you even try to be happy today. Finally I want to begin working on content again I just need to just find even the smallest amount of motivation just enough to get me started on a project cause my instagram private story isn’t enough for my fans despite it being so funny. Hopefully I can get out of this state I’m in and become fully functional again soon because being unmotivated and doing nothing but going to work and sleeping makes me feel like I’m wasting the little time I do have on things that don’t bring me joy and it throws me deeper into this hole I’m living in but its just so hard to hop up out the bed and turn my swag on most days and I fail to look in the mirror and say wassup. Hopefully I can post consistently here and it genuinely helps me function better everyday if not I will figure it out eventually because I will always okay.