is it weird?

is it weird that I replay your voice when I miss you?

is it weird that I miss you?

I probably shouldn’t.

but it's platonic, promise.

cross my heart and hope to lie in my coffin.

I’ll have to claw myself out, though I’m the one who put me there. 

depending on other people for happiness seems to be my forte, inescapable but always on accident. 

but so what if friendship makes me happy? thats normal, right? 

maybe I just like attention, and maybe I forgot to mention all the attachment issues, and my tendency to tie a noose. 

I should come with a warning label- 

something like "if you're nice to me once, you'll never leave my mind. if you're nice to me twice, you're stuck with me forever." 

will you stay forever? 

does anyone stay forever? 

who knows.

once againnn thank you to anyone reading... I've felt a bit crazy recently. and I feel a bit crazy for posting this. also sorry ive been so inactive here!!! I love this website a lot I just have been a bit busy I guess... but yea, I hope everybody is having a good day!!!

xo, sj