back again

Date: october 10 

Mood: refreshed, quiet, maybe a little proud

okay so i'm back on spacehey!!! i know, i know, i said i was leaving social media—and technically, i am. but i thought, maybe i could still have this one safe corner. something calm, something mine. also i barely even use instagram anymore, which feels... kinda great? like my brain finally got a breather.

i've been thinking a lot about quitting social media and why i needed to. it wasn’t even about hating it, more like... i just got tired of being a copy of everyone else. i want to find things that are mine again—my own little interests, my own tastes, my own pace. so, i’m limiting everything now. less scrolling, more living.

and honestly? i’ve started to really enjoy it. i’ve been doing morning walks (around 4.5 km!! yes i measured) and evening stretches daily. my cousins keep teasing me to start lifting—they say i need a bit of muscle so the neighbours stop calling me skinny. like, okay?? it’s not like i asked to be built like a breeze. but fine, maybe i’ll give it a try. at least we already have all the equipment at home.

so yeah. i guess this is me trying to start again—quietly, without pressure. blogging instead of posting, feeling instead of performing. it feels... right.