SILENT DEFIANCE. ((TW: some adult content, swearing, gore))

SILENT DEFIANCE

sitting on the chair before the desk, pen in hand, and writing my heart out

to you on the lined piece of paper. each stroke of the pen was a string being plucked,

and a melody following behind it. each one was like a heart string, the plucking being the

reminders of how you treat me, how harsh you were on me, how vile you are...

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"you selfish bitch, what the fuck were you doing texting him like that?!"

you yell and scream, voice cracking and your sickening rage obvious in your eyes.

you scare me, you know? in the best and worst of ways. you know i still want you.

NEED YOU,

like i need air to breathe. but i HATE you. i hate that you have so much control over me,

i hate how you force yourself onto me, i hate how you hold me close and whisper

meaningless 'i love you' 's in my ear like nothing ever happened - like you hadn't just

SHATTERED ME.

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the letter i gave you.. when everything was going so well..do you still have it?

even after we've parted? how many times have you read it over, analyzing every

single pathetic word i wrote down on it? how many times have you regretted breaking