My boyfriend <3

I love him soOO fffrrrrrRRREEAAAAKKING MUCH!!!!!! Sadly he lives far away from me, but we met irl too. Wanna hear how we met? :D

It was July 2025 and we met on Discord, he was joining my Discord Server by the link in my YouTube channel and he decided to send me a friend request. I saw that there was something written in German on his bio and I asked him if he's German, but he's Dutch. He moved to Germany last year and can speak a little German (he still learns). I asked him in what state he lives in Germany, he lives in a small village near the Netherlands, and I said that I live in the capital of Germany. He got very surprised and said that he's there rn on vacation only T-T , and I was surprised as well cuz it was my chance to meet someone irl who I met online. Then we talked and talked about our interests and about ourselves all night and planned when and where we should meet.

After school I lied to my mom that I was going for a walk and she believed me, but I was about to meet him. I felt like a predator while I was walking through the streets looking out for him XD (I listened to the song "To Catch A Predator" by ICP in that moment)

When I came to the meeting place I looked around for him in the crowd of people there, and then he texts me "I SEE U LOL" and I'm like "HUH?" and then I saw him on the other side of the street and he came up to me and.....eeehhh we were so nervous.....it was so cute to see him like that. I needed to get to know his mom cuz she was thinking that her son will meet a pedo or smth. We both nedded to pretend like we already know each other and that we meet on the class trip and we decided to meet again. Yeeehhh, then we went to a small quiet park, sat on a bench and talked a lot. I noticed that he was getting more closer to me and it triggered me a little cuz I didn't really liked psychical contact with people I didn't knew well and I told him that and he stopped getting close to me. He always told me how pretty, attractive and cute I am with his soft voice and he couldn't stop looking at me. I got flustered and more shy quickly and....uuugggghhh I got more nervousssss aaaaahhhhhhh >_<.... I tried to act very cool and like a social, talkative, funny, kewl boy yk, but UUGGGH he only made me flustered.... I was also asking him if I can hug him or play with his curly hair.....btw, it was my first time in my life that hugged a boy who's not a family member. I was soooooo happppyyyyyyyyyy

We also meet on the next day but I'll tell u it tomorrow (I guess)

08.10.2020 23:53 pm