My hyperfixation is kinda taking over my life .. :3

Soo I have this tokio hotel hyperfixation , for one week now and I can barely think about anything else, and if I do i feel really bad- I love tokio hotel so much- I also don't want to listen to anything else- 

I guess that's why its called a HYPERfixation - my god..

I seriously want to find other th fans now !!! Soo- if you are one hit me up man :] ( with that i mean add me / comment ) 

If I could i'd be born in 1989 like Bill and Tom Kaulitz , in Germany too- instead of The Netherlands

Altho I weren't even born in those times i feel sadness whenever i see how much they've changed

I'm glad Georg and Gustav got married tho- I love them pookies

I mean also glad Tom married his (3d ) fav model :]

And Bill could find himself

With every time the era / show ends of my hyperfixation i feel sad tho- its like i was in the band, or a part of the show, it's interesting

I mean i remember crying over voltron ending- that was sad

And frantically messaging someone on my school who I knew loved bsd

Or only wanting to play Jedi with the barbie dolls

HOW did I not know i had audhd oh my GOD 💔💔💔💔💔

NNNYWAAYSYS

I SCREAM INTO THE NIGHT FOR YOU DONT MAKE IT TRUE DONT JUMP THE LIGHTS WILL NOT GUIDE YOU THROUGH DONT JUMP DONT LET MEMORIES GO OF ME YOU DONT JUMP  THE WORLD IS DOWN THERE OUT OF VIEW 

I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I CAN HOLD YOU SO STRONG I DONT KNOW HOW LONG

JUST TAKE MY HAND AND GIVE IT A CHANCE DONT JUMP

I SCREAM INTO THE NIGHT FOR YOU DONT MAKE IT TRUE DONT JUMP THE LIGHTS WILL NOT GUID YOU THROUGH THEYRE DECIEVING YOU DONT JUMP DONT LET MEMORIES GO OF ME AND YOU THE WORLD IS DOWN THERE OUT OF VIEW PLEASE DONT JUMP DONT JUMP 

AND IF ALL THAT CANT HOLD YOU BACK 

Then I'll jump for you..