Well... it sounds strange, but let me explain. I used to think I didn't need a girlfriend, well... until I had one, and from then on there was no turning back. It's not that I miss my ex-girlfriends. After all, one expected something from me that I couldn't give her, another ignored me, and the last one cheated on me (definitely the worst of all). Of course, I miss the kisses and hugs and other things you can only do with a girlfriend, but what I really miss in their absence is the feeling of security I felt when talking or just being with them. They didn't look at me strangely, no matter how stupid what I was saying was. I felt like I was being listened to, that someone cared... Well... Now I'm back to being alone, with no friends, no one to listen to me. I feel that without them to listen to me, all I can do is write these stupid blogs as a muffled cry of complete frustration, hoping that someone will read them before my mind is torn apart along with my throat by this silent scream.
I miss being a boyfriend.
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Edw1n._.
wtf is having a girlfriend
Something... special...
by SXNTYXP7271; ; Report
the only special thing for me is post-hardcore (nobody likes me)
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Yosap
dude i get this HARD, me and my ex broke up like last month and it still be hitting me that i dont got someone i can be me with anymore. shit hurts but we get through this my brotha.
Yeah! You understand me. Thanks for your good comment.
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