I'm sorry I couldn't go on anymore....I really did try....
I'm sorry I couldn't go on anymore to keep on with my own insanity enough for you to love me.
I'm sorry I couldn't go on anymore about me being okay to tell you things were okay.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you understand that I can't be loved and nobody will love me.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you believe I'm extremely ill and broken and my shipment box container broke.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you believe that I was strong enough to carry us through together.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you believe that I was truly worth something.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you believe that I'm not good enough.
I'm sorry darling and friends and comrades that I died that day.
I tried getting up again but this war is too strong for me.
I can't combat what I can't combat is myself and loving myself who I'm.
I can't combat what is self destroying me and eating me alive.
I'm sorry that I've no Yang in me at all, everything that I had was gone
I'm sorry my darkness is consuming.
I really am sorry the most for existing.
I really am sorry the most though for making you put up with me as a creature
I really am sorry you don't understand how bad I'm struggling to keep myself under control
I really am sorry comrade. I just can't handle myself anymore. This struggling is too much
I really am sorry that I've gave up and now this war should be over soon.
I really am tired you see.
I want to sleep and dream forever.
Don't worry I'll paint Yggdrasil Tree black but what you should be worried about is me painting your love on my poisonous thorn body. However, that is certain that the beast will paint the mosaics on the tainted love of miasma that I know will be deadly and dangerous and who knows will be awaken but your love will be painted on me as I paint each Yggdrasil Tree Branch black.
Opening the mouth of the shadowed one of the fangs devour and that is for certain devour as cold as ice and death Vuhalla's fur Vuhalla's fur Vuhalla's fur even so my fur smelt of death you the midnight wife and mother of my sons Theo and my baby Willen I was taught love even so the darkest hour of the coldest sun remain frozen of time
Even then the midnight wife stood behind a bat's back the shadow vampire there stood thoughts of darkness and shadow swirling around the user. Tell me sir vampire can you tell me how to infuse the wounds into a shadow defense armor? Cloak me sir vampire. I'm a scared wolf. A far of many bullet holes inside the body. I'm going insane. Shall the arts of the shadow protect me. The oddest combo the shadow vampire and the midnight wife
I'm the only royal queen of the wolves and the only queen. I'm superior, I'm better. Kneel let me see your pain and agony. What's wrong? Your vessel is too weak to handle the demons and the demon's core? You're not worthy. Worthy of anything like myself.
Oh beautiful moon of lies of deceit.
Oh beautiful moon of the lies and deceit tell me what is beautiful to you about the lies and deceit?
Is that because of trickery and trickery of humans like humans on a puppet string?
O that is the case said the observer. Because humans should be tested and observed like cattle and sheep.
O send the humans down under to be served as a token to the King of Spiders himself.
Tell me will I find the true meaning of pure alchemy and what is beautiful to alchemy?
I know one thing Mother Snake and never leaving the path of the true alchemist is absolute and absolute like pure alchemy.
Absolute like the queen wolf and the abyss wolf that guards her and loves her.
Tell me now moon what is your true colors and intent?
Sin like humans?
Sin like being tortured in Hell forever?
Let's take our throne, my midnight wife.
This is ''US'' our life, our family and our sons.
We will all take the form of true alchemy.
This will be a new Hell.
I lost my insanity and then I lost you. I can't control this madness anymore. I can't cope. I can't handle myself.
O he of man. O he is beautiful.
O could you love me for the midnight wolf face and the abyss wolf face? Can you love me for who I'm and see the true me and love the true me? Love me eternal and for everything that I stand for that is absolute like Mother Snake. Then I know what true love is.
Oh when you remind me of things you see I wondered about what I was or what I became and why I feel this closeness to you. Why I feel the need for the beast blood to be controlled and why the transmitters of the magi are floating through ribbons and ribbons of emotions and tied with you. I cannot separate this pain from you and my pain is yours. Yours eternal. When I visited you Mother Snake I remember why I went with you with the raven arms of black because self suicide is what thrilled me into insanity and happiness because I felt like I could dissolve in the abyss and you would take me into the abyss pool and fuse me with the purest form of alchemy and not only that fuse me with your scales and become more of a alchemized body. Because I always wondered if anyone noticed my symbols on the back and the arms and if anyone can notice the abyss and notice you as well. I wanted to take you with me. I wanted to take you with me. I wanted to take you with me. Even as a decoy I was ready and I was ready to meet my end. But what is the end? Even so the Midnight Wolf questions what is the end? Is that when my blue flame runs out? Or is that when I'm dissolved into the abyss? Wrapped in the ribbons of the abyss and wrapped in the shattered broken Wheel of Fate shards for the unfortunate ones that couldn't hear you or listen to the tune of the abyss. Infuse me if you must because nothing is left in life but to make the Yggdrasil Tree black. When I saw you again Mother Snake I sat myself down in a meditative state you let your snake head hover above me and speak of the tongue of the snake. What I heard from you and what I heard from the other end of the tune of the abyss gate doors send my spirit into a complete eternal l wisp which I saw. Which I saw. Which I saw. However when I opened my beast slits for the first time of the abyss there I saw some things I didn't wish to see but I kept my nerve and not let my emotions get the best of me which one day my emotions will self destroy me. As I already destroyed myself ages ago and rebuilt myself but with you Mother Snake and with you my companion of the abyss of pitch black fur I'll know you will see me through to dissolve and become the true form of alchemy itself.
Oh what would true love be if you could really see both of us.
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