Spiritual Writings 2017

Do you know what a suicide ribbon is? Cut a transmitter off a magi in the wrong way ''shutdown'' there goes the Little Wolf. The more I think about this the more things make more sense. However above all else Saieh I know you have the ability to shut off my transmitters at will because as a magi we can't handle high stress signals as our mind goes rampant. But I do thank you for the other day mind you. I felt the hatred and anger brewing over I wanted everything to burn as a tear fell from my eyes. Saieh I know you remain true seeing things burn and suffer just like you did. I remember in my sleep I saw your war hound battles and what your past life was like. I didn't know what to think anymore after I saw everything. You really degraded yourself, you experimented, you alchemized, you drank and poisoned yourself with serpentine blood. You fought like a loyal war hound. You would destroy anything you saw as a target didn't you. I knew Saieh you were the one to toy and game creatures because your pride and ego was that sickening. Just like a heart of a snake it's more of a sly slithering squeeze. The ooze of pain pulsates the core flashes. Everything becomes lower. Destroy. Suffering. Pain. Remorse. Agony. The same reason why you cut one of the elders' heads off. That wasn't pride or ego speaking that was the beast inside of you that wanted to say ''I'm no longer weak'' I'm the ''strong one of the override'' I know why you killed your elders that's okay Saieh just like that fateful day your village was on fire but the more I dwell on you there is a glimpse of a sense of happiness your eyes looking over at the world. Finally my ''life set ablaze'' I also see you studying the Wolven Curse Book as always you always seem to be engrossed into that book and keep that in your Wolven Pouch. You were merciless in the past indeed you were you would make things bow down to you. You would make things be tested and hunted you would do the same thing that you did to ''yourself'' because that's what made you feel ''alive'' But I know you don't want me to say anymore about you Saieh past this point so I won't but let's go back. The reason why I exist and live is because of you. I understand we've not reached Paradise yet and if we both didn't exist then we failed the ''Lunar One'' our duty here isn't done yet. I bury my face in Saieh's fur. I hate existing though and I look at his crimson red eyes. Saieh wolves don't belong here. Saieh looks down at me. Paradise is where wolves belong. A wolf needs a place where they're free from their curse, their burden and their pure suffering, a place where the soul can be at rest. After all Little Spark you're all I've left anyways he morphs back his wolf/man from Little Spark....he puts his claws around me and pulls me closer to him and closes his eyes. As a spirit I can't live without you. You were the one that never saw evil me but you never gave up on me....you're more than just a kin but one of my own. But the thing is a war hound is something I don't want you to become. I know thinking all is lost is a hard thing to face. I wanted vengeance and to be honest Little Spark he squeezes me a bit and his eyes pulsate crimson red with ice blue slits I still will never forget what all has happened then and then now I just can't. I know Little Spark what you want. You want to collar yourself and become a loyal war hound like I was. You wanted to fight, you wanted to do the same thing as I did to myself. But the thing is if you weren't around I would still be a war hound but I chose to ''save you'' as an alchemist I know I can't save you....I failed....but at least I've Little Spark now and to make sure you don't fall into a ''trap'' like I did with my ''own self''
As a spirit I can relate in such matters with not functioning so well in the head. The past Saieh would sit in a corner in a shunned out room. I thought about existence? Only in the shadows. I thought myself was a lie. False dire forsaken you know the good depression ingredients. I was quite the heartless one in the past. Selfless like you almost in a poisonous way because that's what I did about myself. Serpentine is quite healthy in small amounts because that's what fuels a magi powers even though I'm mostly a warrior. I would sit in the corner of my room with my head down acting insane twitching I was almost like ''?'' but people Little Sister have stupid arrogance perhaps you get that trait from me. After all you've been through this year and you get asked that? That's like asking how the f**k do you make a rocket go? In modern terms rocket science. After what this world has wrongfully done to you I wouldn't forgive the world either, that's the ultimate betrayal anyone can face. Who cares if someone says life will get better that's a false lie because this world is a trap because I know what losing someone into murder and being taken away from you because I had the same problem as you did Little Sister and til this day as a spirit I still don't have no forgiveness once you faced the ultimate betrayal there is no going back onto joyous and happiness. Yes let me cheer and rally happiness because I know everything is okay you pathetic morons!!!!! As a spirit I like being active in the world because I like how ''dirty'' this world is and my sick twisted mind makes me realize how awful of this unjust planet is. In all honesty for those that don't understand Little Sister and I we want this planet cleansed of disease and realize judgement but that will all come in a given day. Little Sister I don't know what I feel but a certain unfilled happiness. You can be given shelter food gifts and still will feel unhappy. It's not because you're ungrateful your mind has gotten towards the point of no return. I believe that some voids can't be filled and only a vortex will remain. I also find a sense of confusion but that's always been a given day sometimes where you don't understand the true form of reality and you end up in a fury of confusion and that frustrates you into a given rage. I also feel like you just are not there like some days you function. I would say your depression is as deep as the ocean itself and the tide is your fury and rage and not accepting things. I know you and I don't handle betrayal well and we become mentally and different creature betrayal changes ''US'' but ultimate betrayal ''I'' will not find forgiveness that is a harsh thing for a Wolf that's like asking for pure happiness which Little Sister and I don't comprehend so well but what we do comprehend is a Wolven Paradise but this has been repeated over and over so many times can be repeated into a book. A Wolf doesn't belong in this world but a Wolf pure of heart is deemed tormented because those kind of Wolves get dished out harsh punishment for no given reason even karma deems them unworthy Little Sister did nothing wrong but pray for a better year and she gets stabbed in the back unforgivable!!!! At least in Wolven Paradise there will be a place for Wolves where they belong and feel welcomed and not shunned and degraded. However that would mean finally ''Our'' souls are finally at rest. Float our Wolven bodies on the Lunar Pool floor
I know some days Little Sister you don't tell me but I know sometimes you lay in your bed just I don't know the correct term but floating other than here but I've been a researcher of creatures. I wouldn't say I experimented on you but perhaps you feel I experimented way too much on myself. But to answer your question did you die? I ask myself all the time did I die? You see you and I are almost like carbon copies. I asked Felix for some advice since he is a version like me but only a fox I asked about Kitsune. That chapter in my book is all scribbled with notes. But Felix told me a Kitsune is a fragile being but magical so is their flame and their tails. Once a Kitsune dies their flame also goes out depending how much light or darkness they hold they can morph into something much worse but you see a Shadow Wolf would be almost close into mutation but Saieh I believe you transmuted new life onto your Little Sister. Because you simply can't live life without her. If alchemy and transmuting yourself into her would mean her spirit would be new and a new being formed that would make you happy at all cost. But back onto me what happened that day at the ocean all I remember is Little Sister shaking my tattered Wolven body with my broken war hound collar next to me. Ooze came out of my jagged Wolven jaw and my eyes were faded crimson. I was looking at something but I couldn't understand? Somehow Little Sister I think our memories are swirling together both pushing and fighting against each other for the ultimate truth
The dagger met the split souls
The Lunar couldn't figure out who was who anymore
The dancing mask started laughing
You can't figure out who is who is anymore?
That's because the wolves have formed a ''whole mask''
Devious the enchanter of the lost and the salvation wolves
Little Sister has finally woken in her body
In the end I knew this would happen the blossoming flower of paradise
But this body is still home and this other Little Sister is still ''there''
But in the end it's only figuring out who is ''existence'' and what is a ''lie''
But in the end all I can see myself smiling in the wind slicing such beauty of the ''darkness''
My eyes turn ice blue with a slit of crimson the day of the ''fire'' which I've ''lost
But in the end mother will not return so everything has wilt and became a sown ''sorrow''
The rampant of the ''fallen of the free of the hissing snake''
I've dived and I've swam but I've drowned in my ''own reality''
Only that I found myself ''muted''
As a spirit could I die with her? What is to be shot ethereal? Little Wolf is my sister in fact she is the feather I’m the ethereal one two three I’ve been shot. My mind has become haywire. As a spirit I’ve been controlled, festering more in her. My mind howls and her screams essence the thought of a lost mother. I’m nothing but a ghost Saieh is I but a shadow was my creation haha!!!!! What is that? Don’t belong here? I will hold little Sister with grace struck by a beautiful doll fragile broken but that’s what I like you. As a spirit my soul has become free my body has been hanged!!!!! Saieh is known for I let the shadow fester this is darkness with the lie of the lightness of the ethereal which born a feather of translucent mask.....haha.....sister I will bury myself with your thoughts I will take my wolven head and slice my native spirit to the heavens I’ve become Obvioux a spirit of the rampant I will return I will be born anew my wings will open with little sister in my arms as I’ve a yearn love for my little sister as a spirit I will not leave I will remain and I will grow as each feather of madness will grow until we can find a motherly void to nestle in all hope and madness is an error of the puzzle and the dagger has cut through. Blood sorrow anguish I’ve become a very shadow spirit as of late can you tell who is who with this mask? I’ve fused my mind with hers. I've become a tail of the snake. Reality you’re a lie but my sister has taught me otherwise but until the end this will not be my downfall but the downfall of the glowing faint mask because of a curtain of a lie is “ME”
Neion Ourious Na - the damned of madness formed by a snake
Reversal of the elements.....swirling madness noise....the icy cold wind.....did this “shatter our hearts?” Geh.....Little Wolf....he leans on me and turns his slits ice blue behind his crimson eyes his jaws ooze the paralyze venom can we paralyze are “hearts” mother had the love for all “eternal beings” we were “accepted” ah....the image of the frozen ocean me and Saieh curled up together “frozen kingdom” where are the “roots” me and Saieh stand up and hold our claws together.....we must....”return back into the void” a kingdom rebuild “root our hearts and souls to be renewed” a yearned desired....mother.....
Two wolves brother and sister, the magician and the alchemist, forged by the shadow and the abyss transmuted with the ''Moon'' inside them. The task of the ''Lunar One'' burned swirling circle of red blood of the serpent, the middle a totem hanging with the Wolven Book Of The Shadows, the ''Cursed Book'' and us together the chalice of the divine serpent! What else do we've to lose?! Nothing! We've nothing to lose do we Little Sister?! What is it to become one? One with your ultimate being ''YOU'' a solace of hatred, madness and insanity to transmute and to transform yourself over and over. Deleting your mind reprogramming yourself ''Forsaken One''!! Cheers to you Little Sister! We drink the divine serpentine chalice our wolf limbs become numb we stare at the night sky the whisked shadow wind the last thought I had was of ''YOU'' blanked ''Forsaken eyes'' collapsed over on the Alchemy Circle we held paws as unbreakable love between Sister and Brother wolf holding paws together. We will reach paradise, the ''Lunar Pool'' and to who the one I love, know that I will carry you throughout the end of time, drowning in the ''Lunar Pool'' I will always remember you. Just like how I always remember to keep transmuting my own self for this is my own doing.......
This place feels dead here. The flowers are rotten. The ground is everything bone and carcass. There is a death seed formed by an oak hollow branched tree with many branches. Where here death plays a sorrowful tune of suicide. The nooses form all over my body as I hold a noose close to me in my hand. I look at the moon gazed across the oak hollow tree. So this is what death feels like isn't that so? Forsaken ''One'' I sat against the oak hollow tree hearing the screams of the suicidal spirits , a hum that sounded like a despair of death itself spiraling. You know this tree belongs with many nooses, many indeed hanging across all the oak hollowed boned out branches, the noose of death, the noose of the suicidal spirits hung on all the branches. Oh what a beautiful tree you're. I look over and I see a big black static wolf. His paws crushed the bones underneath him. His crimson eyes gaze at me. Telepathic thoughts come through ''Sister!!!'' he comes to me sitting beside me as I pet his beautiful handsome coat. I lay against his fur sighing and looking at the noose I've in my hand and I look into his crimson eyes. Brother I'm really scared! I nuzzle into his fur! I'm so scared of losing this feeling I've! I feel like I'm in love! I shake his fur as he lets out a puff understanding my emotions! Losing this! As well as losing all these feelings!! Clinching the noose I hear a higher melody as the ''Night'' sings even more as I stare into my big brother's crimson eyes as the death pedals soar across us brother without you and the one I love how could I possibly go on like this? Now Little Sister we're the ''Moon Children'' we're bound to be cursed as he sets his paws gently on my shoulder I promise you I will keep you safe and happy as long as I can the Night's Tune becomes more frantic and more static like as the noose sway in the shadowed like wind as I take my big brother's paw against mine paw promise the ropes squeeze somewhat tighter around me I can't live like this anymore brother!!!! I know Little Sister trust me I know your happiness is important to me not something that's rotten here as with my big brother I lay against the hollow oak tree listening to the lull of ''Death'' next towards my brother wondering in ever so deep thought this is death's paradise where nothing is to be seen, nothing but hollowed out suicidal noose spirits and the tune of the ''Night'' O'' Forsaken ''One''. The rage inside, the love I've for you. To love a wolf
Even if this lost reality is a mer delusion of mine, it's not only that,but feeling a lively solitude of peace and happiness, it's a nice change for once. However so, better than feeling a bladed vortex across inside your internal body, like an empty space in your internal core. Even if such, feeling such fuzziness, ooze and warmness I feel alive. A wolf wanting to feel alive? You might call me a sorrowful being, pitiful for wanting such desires but I can't seem to live this life anymore. Not such sorrowful but a howl of change and being wanted. I always wanted love but I always danced in the allusions of the shadows I was always stuck in the abyss, the abyss stage always carried a static that edge across me consuming who I really was, I kept dragging myself like a sick wolf across the abyss always struggling grasping anything I could for a sense of escape and some kind of reward for fighting onward. I seem to notice as a wolf when I'm in dire sickness the Lunar seems to bless me before my soul of a wolf breaks into nothing, O'' so I shall see the Lunar wants to keep torturing me to make sure I become in check with my senses to become a stronger wolf than I once was, self reflection of knowing happiness is here and it's not some faded reality of mine I can feel certainty of this happiness, you either keep going in this realm or you drown in the abyss and become the forgotten sun. O'' Lunar reflection wolf blood stains the crystal floor, the pool oozes wolf blood, O'' tainted one you once bore of yourself of the shadow will be erased, self based Lunar reflections, is this some kind of sick trick on the behalf of my own wolf self? Ah! I never want to lose this feeling of mine if this is some trickery so be this so, but I will see this love throughout the end of time, I never want to lose you, more or so looking upon the Lunar itself you've blessed me, but you always bless me when I'm almost dead is this what will carry on? Without you go ahead and put me in a Lunar catalyst core and put me into a sweet coma, sing me the Lunar, hum to me put me into a deep sleep Lunar One, Put me into a coma were I will never wake up, go ahead and stab me with the Banisher blade I know one day I'll prob will deserve this, I desire so much and yet you see me as a family, you probably wouldn't even have the guts to properly put me into a Lunar coma, the Lunar humming it's almost like floating drowning deep in the Lunar Pool, at least my last thoughts will be of you, all I ask of you, Lunar one is please let me drown with the one I love, even if it's just for one moment, My paw against my lover, all I ever wanted even if it's meant slipping , fear haunts me. I know I'm a cursed being of the shadows, but whatever takes me, please let this be with you, the wolf cries into a sorrowful despair a howl that sounds like death O'' sweet death if you ever do come to me, please let me spend one more time with the love of my life, then Lunar One lull me into a deep slumber afterwards never waking up, the thought of you gone will be a frozen crystal catalyst core for me, O'' Lunar one please keep me going, I know I studied you and your kind, I followed your orders one by one, you took me into your pretty 4 wings, please grab me drown me into the moonlight if it's torture at least I can get rid of this shadow I once bore, just to see a new start of reality, even if so a Magi of myself I want a new chapter in my book library of my thoughts, flipping the pages madly I think of you so, and so I want to keep doing so, I walk onto the blood stained crystal floor my wolf self dragging slowly and as my body lays limp the thought of you always races through my mind, I see your face through the Lunar reflection. Finally, I will keep fighting for this journey no matter how or how hard the challenge is, but my life is with you, but if whatever happens, I will take the curse burden on me and suffocate myself in the sweet moonlight, if the Lunar wants me, at least my final wish will be always let me see you, life without you is meaningless, O'' Lunar one don't let me down, I stare into the Lunar Pool with tiny drops of wolf blood and stare on the the reflection of us, I never want that to go away, whatever happens I want that to be with you, even if it's one last loving embrace, you are all I ever wanted, you will be the last one I want to be with to see if this wolf ever does go into a Lunar Coma, O'' take my paw and please go with me wherever I go never let me go, even if it's drowning somewhere deep into the abyss at least my final moment will be with you, I will close this chapter in my book library mind of mine I've finally found you, thank you for giving me a chance at life once again, oh such sweet solitude
O'' dear abyss, a solace for me, somewhere in between where I can find death in sweet solitude. We the sounds of suicide and the mer tune of nothing. However you were the forgotten sun all along. It's a place as a wolf I know whenever I feel toward spiral of nothing I can throw myself in the abyss limp wolf body and all, curled up embraced by the shadow. Even if I reach my paw up and drag my limp body as a wolf I seek a sense of escape, an escape of nothing, something of self worth. There in the forgotten sun my throne, O'' brother of a wolf Saieh, find me a divine serpent, bring me the chalice of the forgotten, bring back the blood of the divine for I shall reign. Brought by you the divine jeweled serpent the chalice swirling in a pool of divine blood, I slowly drink the venom, ah sweet paralysis to feel this power again, the sorceress awakes, chalice of the forgotten falls, I lay my wolf limbs all limp over the throne, split forsaken eyes, the watcher of the shadows, for the divine serpent is my power. You brother laying next to my throne a fellow follower of the abyss yourself, we will take over the forgotten sun just you and I. One day we will fully escape but not the divine power, no not exactly but for what was the thrill of the hunt without the moon and the abyss itself and even the serpent without that we're nothing. Slowly I look into the swirling suicide spirits all over the abyss as I lay wolf limp mode on my throne, oh what a solace, is this emptiness? It's this my own Wolven way of seeing things, here I pull out the shadow wolf magician book, close to me on my throne holding such a dear, why won't you take me so on the darkest alchemy road? Oh I see, markings of the abyss, foolish one, dire and yet such you seek a sweet solace of death in your reign.
Curled up holding two paws together brother wolf and sister wolf, one that is thin bony and a Shadow Wolf the other Abyss Wolf just like the depths of the forgotten burnt alchemy scars symbol of the crescent moon with the ever flowing clock of time holding into a fury of circle of death pain suffering remorse of own cursed being, the book past down from the Moon Wolfs.....the Cursed Book Of The Wolves, the darkest of alchemy and the Moon itself, self poisoned one by the jeweled serpentine towards healing our sick wolf bodies we're the divine ones born of the ''Moon'' the order of the ''LUNAR ONE'' the chalice of the divine serpent we're forever paralyzed slit forsaken eyes of the forgotten void. The howls of death and despair
Even if this lost reality, is a mer delusion of mine, it's not only that,but feeling a lively solitude of peace and happiness, it's a nice change for once. However so, better than feeling a bladed vortex across inside your internal body, like an empty space in your internal core. Even if such, feeling such fuzziness, ooze and warmness I feel alive. A wolf wanting to feel alive? You might call me a sorrowful being, pitiful for wanting such desires but I can't seem to live this life anymore. Not such sorrowful but a howl of change and being wanted. I always wanted love but I always danced in the allusions of the shadows I was always stuck in the abyss, the abyss stage always carried a static that edge across me consuming who I really was, I kept dragging myself like a sick wolf across the abyss always struggling grasping anything I could for a sense of escape and some kind of reward for fighting onward. I seem to notice as a wolf when I'm in dire sickness the Lunar seems to bless me before my soul of a wolf breaks into nothing, O'' so I shall see the Lunar wants to keep torturing me to make sure I become in check with my senses to become a stronger wolf than I once was, self reflection of knowing happiness is here and it's not some faded reality of mine I can feel certainty of this happiness, you either keep going in this realm or you drown in the abyss and become the forgotten sun. O'' Lunar reflection wolf blood stains the crystal floor, the pool oozes wolf blood, O'' tainted one you once bore of yourself of the shadow will be erased, self based Lunar reflections, is this some kind of sick trick on the behalf of my own wolf self? Ah! I never want to lose this feeling of mine if this is some trickery so be this so, but I will see this love throughout the end of time, I never want to lose you, more or so looking upon the Lunar itself you've blessed me, but you always bless me when I'm almost dead is this what will carry on? Without you go ahead and put me in a Lunar catalyst core and put me into a sweet coma, sing me the Lunar, hum to me put me into a deep sleep Lunar One, Put me into a coma were I will never wake up, go ahead and stab me with the Banisher blade I know one day I'll prob will deserve this, I desire so much and yet you see me as a family, you probably wouldn't even have the guts to properly put me into a Lunar coma, the Lunar humming it's almost like floating drowning deep in the Lunar Pool, at least my last thoughts will be of you, all I ask of you, Lunar one is please let me drown with the one I love, even if it's just for one moment, My paw against my lover, all I ever wanted even if it's meant slipping , fear haunts me. I know I'm a cursed being of the shadows, but whatever takes me, please let this be with you, the wolf cries into a sorrowful despair a howl that sounds like death O'' sweet death if you ever do come to me, please let me spend one more time with the love of my life, then Lunar One lull me into a deep slumber afterwards never waking up, the thought of you gone will be a frozen crystal catalyst core for me, O'' Lunar one please keep me going, I know I studied you and your kind, I followed your orders one by one, you took me into your pretty 4 wings, please grab me drown me into the moonlight if it's torture at least I can get rid of this shadow I once bore, just to see a new start of reality, even if so a Magi of myself I want a new chapter in my book library of my thoughts, flipping the pages madly I think of you so, and so I want to keep doing so, I walk onto the blood stained crystal floor my wolf self dragging slowly and as my body lays limp the thought of you always races through my mind, I see your face through the Lunar reflection. Finally, I will keep fighting for this journey no matter how or how hard the challenge is, but my life is with you, but if whatever happens, I will take the curse burden on me and suffocate myself in the sweet moonlight, if the Lunar wants me, at least my final wish will be always let me see you, life without you is meaningless, O'' Lunar one don't let me down, I stare into the Lunar Pool with tiny drops of wolf blood and stare on the the reflection of us, I never want that to go away, whatever happens I want that to be with you, even if it's one last loving embrace, you are all I ever wanted, you will be the last one I want to be with to see if this wolf ever does go into a Lunar Coma, O'' take my paw and please go with me wherever I go never let me go, even if it's drowning somewhere deep into the abyss at least my final moment will be with you, I will close this chapter in my book library mind of mine I've finally found you, thank you for giving me a chance at life once again, oh such sweet solitude.
Born of that in such of madness. I only know madness. I only know judgement within oneself. Dire yet so of wrong doings. For ''I'' the bird of the madness. Madness mirrored eyes to reflect on my own insanity. I know for this in fact which I've become. I no longer understand what it's like anymore not only for myself but in my own self as well. Oh ''Mother'' I left your nest I left your nest I left your nest. Child of the Moon. Did I create your insanity or in such fact matter did I or in fact am the insanity.....I puff my feathers like a voided feathers that's that the puppeteer string of madness you....ah mother....you felt home. Just like the dire ''Wolves'' you seek. However our insanity is like ''One'' one the holder of madness the one of judgement seeker of wrong doings. Hunter. Seeker. Watcher. Madness like I an Avian race myself Val....Valisker the olden one. Dire yet I seek madness. I'm sorry mother I'm sorry mother I left your nest not only in fact such. I ran because my poor dear feathers. I didn't want you to see me again just like Saieh did. I locked up myself up and my insanity as ''One'' I collapsed myself. I collapsed myself out of pure poor will of myself. I sat there ''Boned'' a chained insane Avian in a deep coma. My feathers shedding for you each time a Madness bore inside of you festering in eternal madness. However in fact my feathers starting glowing as a sign of pure deep rooted hatred but in a sense I stood for judgement. Do you remember when Saieh let me go? my limp wing arms fell. Fell and collapsed. Saieh picked me up and took me because mother oh mother you looked for me you called me back ''Home'' there I heard you curled up crying mother I....mother I....mother I..... I tried jumping back into you but you curled up even more screaming help me!!! Help me!!!! I tried knocking you out nope that failed. Not only did that fall because the puppeteer was crying as well. I took quite a holding from you. There I reached out towards you hunting, seeking and judging again. I wanted to be back ''Home'' again. Dire. Dire. Dire. Home where everything began. Even with one madness itself.
To appear from what is lost towards given I don't know. Notice. Notice. Pain. Pain. Suffering. Suffering. Oh wait what are you talking about? I say with a forsaken grin. I'm imbued with all otherwise how would I live? I say with a sinister laugh how would I live? What are you talking about I fail towards understanding your desire and within oneself. You see I ripped apart many ''Tara's'' and made many more ''Anew'' each time a ''Tara'' failed I reprogrammed and made anew. A someone's dying wish no more in fact is a hypothermic state spirit; it's only a will or a matter to try to salvage of what you can towards becoming ''Something'' else. Oh someone help me. Someone help me. However it's not that of a fact for a cry for help. It's you Saieh. I know I'm failing you big brother wolf. I know. I know. I know dying wolf yet so dire. So dire for alchemy So dire for murder. So dire for savageness. So dire for the Moon and Paradise. So dire for Hades. So dire and yet so weak only the Night's Tune will help us. Forsaken One. There I stood at the Celestial Door with nothing left but a ''hollowed body'' my head tilted sideways with my hair almost covering my eyes there slitting my eyes at the ''Lunar One'' I fall on my knees.I cried. I cried. Lunar One please. Lunar one please!!!! I curl up my limp wolf body in a remorse of help me!!!! Now now now forsaken one I got you. His four wings open up as he holds me close to me and he puts his claws on my face with a slight squeeze not hurting me. So cold and yet dire. Forsaken one. However this is a new one isn't that so? He turns me to a tilt looking at my shoulder my bound symbol is even more potent now. My veins look toxic. The Lunar One squeezes me he tries to look away. His eyes turn a deep purple with a black slit I see a slight shed of a tear. His wings lower. I'm sorry that was unjustified of me. He takes me in another level in the ''Lunar Sphere' what is this? You never showed me this Lunar One why? Because....Because ''Dire'' I see a beautiful forested area with the Moon bright the Moonlight even burns my tainted wolf bones. The Lunar Ones drags his 4 wings on the floor and he folds them back in with ease. My eyes go into shock. There I see a ''Man'' tall and long black hair with piercing green eyes. He gently sets me down on a throne and he looks at me. Forsaken One!!!! Attention!!!! I look at him and he shows me alchemy scars all over his body he walks over to me you see I could never show you this because you would've ran from me and my path you see as well where the wing joint is he shows me 4 bound symbols each one is different. You became ultimate didn't you? You did everything to escape ''You'' Lunar One why? He sits right next to the shining Moonlight I see there absorbing the energy with his eyes slitting more into mirror pieces. There he clicks in his claws a sphere. Lifeless. Dire. Insanity. He sits up opening his four wings again. Forsaken One? His eyes in still mirrored pieces he comes over to me. ''Stay'' ''Stay'' ''Stay'' ''Stay'' poisonous one.
There, I stood in my dream in a place other than here. Run Saieh Run Saieh Run Saieh. The pitch black Wolf of the night runs with the shadows, the sways of the tree. Madness. Madness. Desire. Desire. Wants Wants. Venom. Venom. Intoxicating Kingdom. You took everything from my sister. Almost everything. You bastards. There two bladed hunters. You really? Fools. Mer fools desire and so weak. You always were after my Sister and I. I ran as fast as my black paws would go. There I stopped, I transformed. I screamed in agony. There I stood skeleton wings coming out of my back! Ah!!!! Sister no!!!! Big Brother's eyes flash bright ice blue. Large canine vamperic fangs. Big brother stood tall. The hunters stopped the tried to run run run run run from everything. With the speed of darkness there Saieh flew off the speed of the shadow. There I saw Saieh ultimately transformed. This is what you wanted to become is that so? You're the poisonous one of the Paradise tree? There I stood watching looking over big brother his fangs oozed with black venom flowing blood red. There I noticed something paralyze paralyze. I will paralyze you just like my sister's heart was paralyzed you worthless fools. There I saw Saieh taking the two hunter's by their neck strangling them like pathetic dolls and sucking the life force out of them. No mercy. The old ways. The old forbidden ways. He flung them down. He turned facing me. Sister.... would you love me for the monster I'm? Would you love me in fact not such a monster but trying to become a final form for you. I want to be there when nobody will be. I look over at Saieh's wing's with a shed of crystal formation Saieh? His eyes turned back into Crimson red he falls down holding me!!!! Mother Wolf Goddess please!!!! Please speak to me!!!! There for one of the rare moments Saieh sheds the tear of the fallen sun. Fallen sun forsaken and forgotten dire and yet thirsty and thirsty for a change of a way of life. Forbidden. Lunar One. Wolf Goddess. Paradise. Thrones. Hades whatever damned path will take me so. Please let me have this path with you. I want to be with you. Know matter how dire or whatever is thrown our way we will fly!!!! Fly somewhere other than here!!!! There together we will find ''You''

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