T I R E D

theres nothing more to say, ive repeated myself until my throat was sore and my lungs ran out of air. i cant take it anymore, im suffocating. i feel like i cant think anymore. my brain has totally burnt out and my heart has shut off. im not a bad person, i dont want to believe all those things he said to me, i dont recognice the girl he describes. i dont know her. im not her im not im not im not. i cant leave, i cant stay, i cant breathe.