sleep

This is a vent post, id rather not waste your time making you think theres something very important here.

Recently, im finding it increasingly harder to sleep as the nights pass by me. and it couldnt be blue light, im off of most of my stuff way before i attempt to sleep. but i've got a feeling i know what it is.

Recently, me and a 'friend' cut things off with eachother, for reasons im not going to mention. And this 'friend' would always stay up with me and help me go to sleep. and now i dont think im ever going to sleep the same.

We'd stay up until only like.. 11p and even if thats not the best sleep time i couldve gotten, it was like the best sleep of my life because i tired myself out talking to someone i enjoyed talking to.

And now i wont have that anymore, and its going to stay pretty difficult to sleep im sure. 

Its probobly going to be fine for me in the future, but for now i'll be a little insomniac. 

i just wish i had someone to talk to before i sleep. someone i could yap to until i fell asleep.