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After an eye opening convo w this random ass guy I just got the biggest kinder von bahnhof zoo vibe n honest to God Ik it's bad n it's shit but it feels so free
Like once in my life I'd wanna live that shit hole life bc Isent it shit already?
Like what we go to school all our youth just so we can work away the rest of our lives
Sometimes I feel like it's an endless loop n the thing is it's so fucked up the pedofiles the rapists all the dangers outside make it impossible to actually be free I think as a girl I'll never truly feel like I've been free
Meybe in a sick way fucking up my life and going through some shit like that would make me feel free even if I went crazy that's something that ppl don't percive the same way bc I think its letting go and doing anything no matter how ppl see u nothing they do makes u stop what ur doing nothing they say could change who u are
It's a hell but in some way I want that hell for myself too idk if I want it as some sick punishment or if I have js romanticized it n don't understand it fully which is true I don't understand bc it's not who I am
I just want to forget this life and have another one I want to have fun I want to be careless I wanna stop thinking ab what might happen bc at the end of the day we all die and I don't wanna do it regretting how I lived
Ppl only live for society to work n provide something for everyone even themselves wo that we wouldnt be where we are but what does all the work amount to
I don't believe in true evil or good everyone is good and bad everyone has made mistakes has had regrets and has helped and has been proud and happy but there is allso things I believe are purely evil things like rape there is no excuse for those actions n most of the time the sorrow of those men n women is only for themselves for being caught not for the victims
Why would it be allowed that some person takes away another's life in that way
Murder is a thing where I believe it can be selfdefense or just a bad situation ig there are in my opinion situations where I can get it where I can feel empathy for the killer but something like rape never
What I want to say is that life is fragile and in the end it doesn't rlly mean much so u have to make the most of it and do things u want to do as long as they don't hurt ppl I think it would be fair to just be u and I wish everyone could be more understanding and kind towards each other
Then the little time we have could be spent on anything and could be done wo fear so that when children want to play outside they can so that when we wanna take a walk outside at night we can
I never understood why ppl r the way they are maybe that is my problem tho
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DeepEyes
I also think people are good in nature, but for a lack of a better terms they get possessed to do evil. You can think of that as either spiritual or practically, what ever fits with your belief system.
Regardless of that though I think its important to not let yourself be victimized, and you should take steps to protect yourself. Obviously it depends on where you live, but I don't think I need to hit you over the head with the fact that there are ways of leveling the playing field when it comes to stopping people who mean to do you harm.
Simultaneously you need to be vigilant in other ways, and I talking to creeps who exhibit major red flags is not a good way of keeping yourself safe.
I don't mean to lecture you or anything, I just want the best for peoples well being. I know it can be a scary place out there, and we all feel that to an extent, but if your well prepared for it, I think it can still be a freeing place without putting yourself in danger.
I get what u mean but honestly to an extent u can't do anything ab some things and I don't mean it all in a oh this just happens to me but more in a collective way ik its an ideal n not realistic but still I do wish ppl had more empathy for each other bc I have experienced things and ive seen my friends experience things that were pure ill will and I just wish that we could collectively be better people n yes I am aware that thats not possible to achive but yk what a girl can dream
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