Thoughts on a rainy day

Something about male brain

 I would like to introduce myself saying that this section is not actualy about male brain, but more likely about my BTOTHER's brain.

 Yesterday we had a disagreement, lately he was dodging a lot the 'moving out' subject, so i cornered him and asked what he thought about it.

 Turns out I was right: He in fact don't want to comme with us, and likely will reather stay over here alone in this fucking city, because here he has an job and have his debts to pay. But god, he is only 18y old!! For gods sake, thats likely still an teenager!! There are SO MANY things that can go wrong, its truly infuriating.

Will i stay single forever?

Christmas is getting closer and closer with the fall of octuber, and i cant help but wonder.. when am i getting an beautiful girlfriend? No really! Lesbian lonleniess is hitting hard nowdays (ㆆ_ㆆ)

I'm hopefull that i will find somone at Arapiraca, but what if i don't? I'll keep being single? I don't want to!! I want somone to touchh, to kiss, to cuddle, to talk... 

and i know no one will save me

i'm just asking for a kiss

give me one good movie kiss and i'll be alright...

No, really, that's all im asking (╥︣﹏╥)

I mean, i know I'm a good girlfriend material. I'm faitful, I'm pretty, I'm freaky just enough to keep things intresting, I'm supportive, I'm kind, I have goals... WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT  uhg.

Honestly, ≧◉◡◉≦.