i am below personhood

I am not recognized as a son, but as a daughter—or perhaps something even less than either. I am currently uncertain as to its precise nature. What role must I fullfil for you?

Affection is a sentiment I regard with circumspection, as I do all matters. My trust is not freely given, for it is a mutable quality. Self-preservation, though rooted in selfishness, has proven to be vital to my continued survival.

My tenacity has ensured my survival so far. Please be assured that that I will crawl my way out if I have to.