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I'm pretty sure I've gone on an attempted self healing self destructive streak. In the last few weeks I've had 3 tattoos and 4 piercings. And spent a lot more money than I intended in a faux attempt to fill a blackhole. Most of it has been spent on other people, making them happy and smile, lifting the burden of their debt just a little in an attempt to help them breath. I've never wanted a lot of money to myself. I would rather other people have it, return it to the economy. Which reminds me, I need to go to a bank and swap currencies in preparation for the move.
My latest tattoos include a turtleduck and a skull with a dagger through it. I'm very happy with both but I'm sure my body is just about done with me. Time to rest and prepare for my next journey.
I've been looking at planners for the new year so I can be sure to keep in contact with all of my friends and family. As anyone with ADHD can tell you, object permance applies to people too. If we don't physically see you regularly, you poof into a box in our mind for X amount of time until we finally remember. Will it be a month? 6 months? A year? Who fucking knows. I am fortunate to have very understanding and fellow neurodivergent friends but I do at least want to TRY and make an effort ya know?
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