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I miss playing minecraft bed wars and watching popular mmos. The other night I watched an hour long compilation of his videos and cried. I have cried a lot this past week and I don't really know whats wrong with me. im so scared of growing up and shit. I have to admit that i dont like thinking about college and stuff because I never thought I'd live long enough to worry about it and that i'd off myself. but its fucked up to think that kinda stuff, i think im better now but its all kinda the same.
idk what i'd tell a younger me, but everyone around her was probably right, she was an annoying ass kid. But i wouldnt totally beat her feelings up over it.
on a happier note whoever sees this: what's your favorite minecraft mob?
mine is and has always been ocelots. I miss when we used to be able to tame them to make cats, it made more sense.
I wish I was a dumbass kid playing minecraft again :(
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i relate to a lot of the feelings you’re dealing with and going through; you’re not crazy at all, especially when it comes to crying a lot. we can never cry too much, it’s one of the healthiest ways to cope. growing older can be extremely terrifying, especially when you didn’t think you’d last this long and maybe don’t quite have a plan moving forward now that you’re still here (truuuust me when i say i understand that wholeheartedly).
but growing older can also be incredibly exciting. you’ll be introduced to a ton of new opportunities and experiences, and you’ll learn how to develop the independence to work for the things you have passion for. as someone that’s now 26, i fully believe that your true life doesn’t start until you turn 18; so if you’re 18 now, then you’re like a newborn, and newborns have no freaking clue what’s going on around them. but as you get older, the world starts to make more sense, while still being FULL of wonderful things to learn and discover.
for now i would encourage you to keep doing the things that bring you joy and laughter, things you have passion for, and if there’s something new you want to try, give it a shot and see how it feels, even if it feels super scary. A motto i live by: “if it seems scary, then do it scared”
p.s. my favorite mob is the parrot (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
i hope this helps a bit; my IM is always open if you wish to talk more 1on1 about anything
You put it so beautifully :') tysm man <3 I appreciate the kindness. it does help
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