I had at least 4 dreams of apocalypse till this day

  All of them were the scariest shit I've ever witnessed in my life, ever. I guess.

  They all were REALLY long shit, I don't wanna bother to write them all but I can describe the environmets,

  Imagine a huge valley with just flat grass, no trees, no bushes, no flowers, no bumps, nothing. We were having a picknic at there with my family but my family weren't exactly MY family, yk what I mean? I mean, I don't have any brothers or anything but I had an older brother in there, or younger, idk. 

  Anyways, there was just us in the entire valley. I look around, see a cliff right next to us, but the valley is so huge and everywhere looks the same, so it can be closer or further away.

  Even tho the cliff thing was scary, I remember I couldn't keep my focus on it really much. The enormous cave in the middle of the valley was scarier definitely.

  I remember I didn't even want to be there, and was suddenly worried how tf we could turn back, then it hit that maybe there didn't have to be anything ahead of this point, nothing humane at least. 

  Ok lemme desc the cave like thing too cause it had a large part in the plaot I guess.

  It was more like an... entrance? Just imagine a HUGE I mean HUGE black pit. The shape was kinda reminding me of a triangular with rounder edges. It was huge, both in lenght and width, at the point it was even scarier that I was able to see it all at once in one frame yk? It was so long that I was more worried about how I could see that shit at once.

  There were more details about it, but idk how to describe them, just remember that it was an endless void in it. Not like a dark hole, I mean, not like it looked like it was swallowing the light around it but it was too deep that no light could've reached at the end of it. 

  Then, the scenery changes,

 Me, my 'brother' and 'father' are in that shit.

I just remember being horrified.

Horrified from knowing I am too much of a mortal even to comprehense it, yet alone stop it. And I don't even know what I am trying to stop. 

The place was mostly lit in tones of red. It was also enormous in inside, the walls were all black, but it somehow didn't feel all that... hostile? I just knew we weren't supposed to be there, just because we were still 'illiterate'. Because we were too ignorant about everything around us that was all above us.

 There were a book in the hands of my 'family', it was a large thing. Large and old looking. I didn't want to look into it, but it was already open in their hands, so I felt like I had to at least try to understand even tho I knew I wouldn't. 

Oh god if I could remember what was written and drawn word by word.

The language felt real, it was there, in my hands. The pictures of weird, strange creatures in the sides of the pages. They felt so real. Like my only reason of being in that spot at that time was for seeing that thing in my hands. 

I remember them talking about how we were from their race, not centuries, but lifetimes ago, apocalypses ago, times before nothing we knew about was living on earth.

So the whole humanity was.

I was just horrified that I could understand some of that stuff from the book. Don't get me wrong, I didn't get shit from that language nor the pictures on the sides, but it was so fucking real that it made somethings fall in it's places in my head.

My best friend's mother is really into astrology and those spiritual stuff, I somehow happened to tell her about the dream, and a few of the others, then she showed me a language asking if that looked like the one I saw in my dream, I felt my blood got drained when I gazed at the phone. 

It fucking did, and I've neither known nor seen that language ever before that. I don't remember what the text said, I am not sure I'd ever want to see that dream again. But it'd feel slightly more complete maybe. 

the language was 'Sanskrit' btw.

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