Weekly Blog (WeBlog) #1: About Me (And My Past Me)

I wasn't really sure what to put in here tbh. It's not that I put my thoughts around to people like others these days, I'm more of the guy that keeps whatever thoughts (or any information in general) to myself, only telling it when the situation needs to (to some varying degrees of success).

But it wasn't always like this, no fr it wasn't. It was the opposite, I was bubbly and cheerful and sometimes carefree (which weirdly, what made elderly people like me). I will be the child that would always play with someone or something whenever or wherever I was told to be.

Which made me realize, while I was writing this why in my profile, I wrote that "I like touching people and being clingy", it's because of my old persona. It never left me, it was just... here inside, trying to get out again. But, I guess it irked people my age or a bit old by a few years, that they would lash it out hard towards me.

It was the time that I felt that it no longer working (which I now realize that it still, just to the wrong people). And so, that's why currently, I'm trying my best to help my past self, to get out of its hiding spot. It will take time, probably years since it wasn't just simple scars of my life, but I know that the young boy inside me is still yearning for that to happen.

And um... this looked more like a vent-out more than anything. But hey, a start's a start. I wouldn't progress if I don't even make an initiative (I guess that's what I said to myself). So... thanks for reading if you made it this far. I hope you a great day after reading my blog, and always remember, to take care out there.