Journal (probably h*gh) #7- 03/10/25

Apparently I skipped 02/10/25 by accident, my apologies 

That was Thursday, that's right 

So I had therapy, M------ came to my house in the morning, and I thought I was going to see L----- after therapy, but that's next weekend :(((

So I went to L---- house

And today I called Mom's hair lady who's whole family trains dogs apparently? But they're bomb sniffing dogs

And I investigated some other trainers and organizations and stuff, just a little bit, like what's local and stuff- and looked through the AKC's catalogs for clubs and shows and stuff, that's what L--- suggested. Therapy dog websites too, because they're a weird grey area in between service dogs and pets because their main quality is that they're very still and calm. Library dogs, like the ones that kids read books to. 

I should look up some videos of "hearing service dog for deaf person task examples" 

YOU FORGOT TO SAVE, DOOFUS

YOU'RE LUCKY I REMEMBERED IN TIME AND WENT BACK BEFORE JT RELOADED AND WE LOST ALL OF IT

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Yeah man, I don't know if having a conversation with myself like this is normal, I should maybe really consider the possibility again that I'm some sort of system or otherwise plural/ity. 

Maybe I should just read my book and/or HDG and chill a little bit 

Probablyyy, bright white phone screen bad

But I can invert it, go dark mode >:3 +😈=😼 aka literally me

Gotta tell the groupchat that one hehehe 

Anyways I was gonna say, this book (A Taste For Rabbit by Linda Zuckerman) be out here making me have to google words and shit

Irascible 

adjective

having or showing a tendency to be easily angered.

"an irascible man"

synonyms: irritable, quick-tempered

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Why does 😼 look so much uglier on discord than on my keyboard, they fucking massacred my boy 😭😭😭

I wonder how it'll look on Spacehey though...

It looks totally fine, exactly the same and normal lmaoo (thank God)

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Okay I gotta stop reading this book now Harry is being really slimy and it's making me a little mad

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YI ZAHA CASTS OVERBLEEDING 

No but how terrifying is the thought of that? You start hemorrhaging blood from a minor-ish cut 

What medical conditions can cause excessive bleeding?

Copy paste to consult the oracle with 

Bleeding disorders are a group of conditions in which there is a problem with the body's blood clotting process. These disorders can lead to heavy and prolonged bleeding after an injury or surgery. Bleeding can also begin on its own and may be difficult to stop.

Risk factors for hemophilia B include:

- Family history of bleeding

- Being male

So, like, what percentage of the population? And how many people is that? 

What percentage of the population has hemophilia B?

Copy paste to consult the oracle with 

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Oh shit I forgot to look for hearing service dog videos, which was one of my original quests or something lmao, brb (after saving don't worry)

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Y'all ever... I forgot what I was gonna say

I want peanut butter but I don't want to go upstairs to get it, ughhh

Maybe I'll just have white cheddar mixed nuts instead 

Mmm... 🤤

I'm so sad that both of the L-ove's don't like white cheddar but at the same time hehe more for meeee!

I also really like pretzels :)

I found the cinnamon and brown sugar cashews :DDD

What a silly little dinner I'm having

Also, the way I'm sitting in bed rn is soooo comfy cozy

Supported knees, back, and hands

Hoodie on so I'm not too cold

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Hearing service dog video

https://youtu.be/xAtFIx1uWkY?si=-zgImJz8iSZRv5DP

Comment I left there

I believe that it would be harder, but not impossible, as a minor. 

Although it's not as if that matters now for you, friend! Happy belated birthdays! 

We're a pretty similar age, actually. You're 20-21, and I'm 22. :) (<= but I didn't put that last part in the comment actually because that felt kind of weird to just offer up that information...)

These cinnamon brown sugar pecans are the bomb

I started impulse watching a new anime on Amazon Prime (I know, boo Amazon, but my parents pay for it so I might as well take advantage of it, huhuhu) anime called Übel Blatt, but it's super weird. It's super weird because the like, title cards and stuff in between are Japanese, but there's no Japanese audio available, and the default is Italian??? The language I learned in middle school and remember absolutely none of because of how traumatic that time in my life was?!?!?! That language??? Wack.

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https://x.com/CouleDaddy/status/1913629923287114045

Sure is something lmaooo