daily blog #10

wowza we made it to ten blogs! it sucks that I'm wasting it on a negative one. its kind of vent-ish and ranty so be warned. (skip to the last paragraph if you want the good stuff)

so my day was doing normal blah blah blah whatever. anyways. today was the day to run the mile, WHICH IS ALREADY AWFUL. anyways. while I was changing this FRESHMAN (a year lower than me, we have a mixed grade gym class. 9th-10th grade. we change in the same general space.) sprayed this RANCID perfume. anyways the perfume didn't affect me, but it did affect my friend Tasha. Tasha has asthma and she couldnt really breathe through the HORRID perfume. so she says exactly that (TO ME. NO ONE ELSE). "I cant breathe with this perfume" blah blah blah anyways this girl, named Alexis (fVck her privacy) buds into out conversation and says "you wont die you f*cking baby, its just perfume". we laugh this off cuz this FRESHMAN has the corniest comeback and I say to TASHA (loud enough so Alexis and her other basic friend hears) "it just cheap as fVck, that's why you cant breathe" and this makes her little friend (idek know her name but she looks the same as Alexis) ANGRY. so she says "well YOU smell cheap"

tf?? this makes me laugh so hard cuz why tf are you picking on someone a year older on you, and why are your insults ASS?? you respond like a child bro please T_T. anyways so Alexis starts whispering crap to her friend wtv wtv some things were said. anyways I get SICK of it and I say "You got something to say with that big ass forehead, bitch??" (her forehead is literally huge bro Im not even lying it protrudes and its like receding T_T) and this makes her mad asf and idek what she said cuz I pulled a "lalalala I cant hear you" (I love treating assholes like children). anyways she gets her OTHER friend (WHOS LITTLE ASF LIKE I COULD SNAP HER IN HALF. for comparison I'm 5'10 and weigh around 155-160 pounds. THIS GIRL LOOKED 5'0 AND ABOUT 90 POUNDS ISTG SHE LOOKED SO FRICKIN TINY.) named something like Yeya idk. so Yeya says "why don't you leave her alone?? omfg" HUH??? anyways. Alexis leaves while flipping me off and saying " (unintelligible) you fVckin freak. cut your rattails off" I had rat tails in 7th grade. LIKE HUH??? I thought they looked cute fr fr fr (they were on both sides of my head and I put beads in them). anyways that's not important. like bro are you stupid T_T?? THAT WAS ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO?? anyways Yeya calls me autistic or wtv who cares and I end up pushing her blah blah blah anyways they all told their little cliques and like half of the freshman's hate me and some of the sophomores. 

BTW I NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO THESE GIRLS??? I SWEAR TO GOT IM NOT DOWNPLAYING ANYTHING I DID. THIS FR CAME OUT OF NOWHERE. I PROMISE YOU THIS NEVER WOULDVE OF HAPPENED IF I WAS "PRETTY" OR IF I FIT THE STANDARDS FR. I'm a quiet kid and ISTG IM NOT MEAN??? THE ONLY EXPLANATION IS IM "WEIRD" FR. I've posted about beauty standards before blah blah blah and this only proves my point!!!! its fvcking ridiculous!! 

anyways. on another note the drug dogs came and took my friend Ruby away?? T_T. (her parents smoke and the drug dogs smelt it on her bag lol). and the kid who rejected me from homecoming is starting to talk to me more often, and noticed I did my hair differently etc. DO THEY LIKE ME??? IDKKK ILL UPDATE YOU GUYSSSS. ALSO I HAD HALLOWEEN OREOS TODAY SO GOOD I LOVE SPOOKY MONTH. anyways toodlessss

song of the day: you only live once - the stokes