Teenage Zombie

Sometimes I feel like the living dead.

Whenever I get really depressed, I feel like a zombie. Images of my flesh rotting and my teeth falling out fill my head. It always sounds weird when I say it after the fact but in those moments it feels so real. Being a zombie makes me feel so many things. I feel disgusting and the cutest I ever have at the same time. Like as a regular girl I'm maybe okay sometimes but when I'm a zombie I'm interesting and all my feelings are finally true.

I feel like some edgy loser when I talk about this lol.