i am confused (rant ;-;)

i think im trans... again.. is that even the correct wording?? o.o i always got bashed when i said i thought i wuz trans in middle school by some weirdoz online..

but i keep thinking about me in 6th grade... i thought i wuz trans and i wuz happy

happy myles

but i dont liek the name myles anymore ;-;

austin wud be kewl

i know i wudnt have any issues (korn reference...) with my friends or anything cuz they're already friends with other trans ppl, n they r chill with them

liek, i think about what i thought wud be my future... omaha, a cute boyf, and me!! myles, but this time it wud be austin, n i wudnt have red hair ;-;

i alwayz see these kewl guys on my fyp.. they have long perty hair n a lip ring n a septum, and im just liek wow!! add an eyebrow ring and a goatee to that n that will be me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need sum time tho... my hair is black.. n i have bangs n my eyebrows haven't grown back yet :')

i also need 2 lose weight.. smh

but also it wud be so awk at work if i did transition! there wuz sum1 working there who wuz trans, and all of my coworkers, except 4 one, r so disrespectful. im skool friends with said trans coworker, and hes actually so kewl!!! chillest guy alive

i need help ;-;

also cal if u see dis, no u didn't!!