02. Worldview.

Had a talk with my friend today... or I tried to  because t's like we're speaking different languages now..she sees everything so… clear cut...like this is right this is wrong this person is good that one is bad and I’m drowning in all the what ifs and maybes..

like.. everyone suddenly just picked a team and they got the rulebook and all the official merch and equipment ..and all they can't understand why I'm still standing there with just...  nothing..no equipment..It's not that I don't care, it's that I care about all the little pieces they're ignoring, nothing is just one thing.

It just makes me feel... lonely.