So im back at uni...

The thing is, i couldn't pass past two semesters. I wasnt feeling well for some reason and i didnt want to study, attend classes and exams. Idk why bu i just did it. But as for everything, this has some consequences.  I failed 5 of my 11 classes and tbh, i did not feel bad for it. Most of the people don't tend to like the feeling of failure, being left behind. But i felt ease, almost like i needed it.

Today, im back at my campus. Been here for the past 3 hours or something close to that and i felt like i needed this. I needed to visit my campus, outside of classes and stuff. Its such a peaceful space if you come here for no reason. With trees and some wind. Theres a lot of dogs and birds here. People pass by, going for their classes or just chatting and killing time with their friends. The weather is nice too. Almost like im in a park, sitting and watching around...

I feel like i like it here. And i feel motivated. Perhaps i needed to fail and see school outside of school, if you know what i mean.

My high-school and prepping for university exams era was really rushed, like really really rushed. But having a gap year now... I feel ready, ready for classes, ready for exams, ready for what life has for me next. I hope i can retain this feeling after i get back to my home.

Cya'll later!