smallish update

Alright so i left off with Mac DeMarco live, which was literally so amazing, he played my favorite songs, Little Dogs March!!!!! And proud true Toyota!!!!! ahhh!!!! Only complaint was the people at the show i went to were allergic to sitting down like im not even kidding it was so frustrating ive never had anybody at a concert that annoying since Malcolm Todd :sob: but Mac was really amazing and the openers were SO GOOD and i usually dont really listen to openers after the concert but mock media was THAT good theyre in my playlist roatation as we speak.

ive had birthdays and such since like two weeks ago but thats not important here, i may have allegedly modded mine and my brothers 3DS XL's but who knows maybe im lying (wink)... and allegedly it was super easy and fast to do and didnt take long to.. add games onto... it... the process between new and old models of the 3DS may be different but... I allegedly don't know anything about that... (hashtag proud and having fun playing style savvy)

I got a new movie for like 4$ 🙄 its good its called Savages, i used to see the preview for it on my 27 Dresses DVD when I was a kid so i finally watched it this last year, didnt think id find the DVD for it but the goodwill by my house knew i was coming or smth because it was sitting right there with no scratches waiting for me to buy it (mind you i showed up at like 5pm with my friend cuz i was busy all day...) ALSO found a Boyde bear snowglobe with a music box its soooooo pretty, and I got it for my girlfriend, but she hates me and wants to see her disgusting, ugly boyfriend over me (I'm not even joking here.) and the annoying part is she had the ENTIRE WEEKEND off of work but she was just soooooo busy with her ugly bf all weekend she couldnt spare a minute for me (whatever.) then offered tuesday to see me but unforch i literally was busy from 9am to like 9pm and she hasnt even gotten back to me so that snowglobe is going to sit in my car for at least 2-4 more months before i can give it to her 🙄 sooo glad 🙄 and im closing shift at my job so i def cant see her during the day anymore cuz ill be at work when shes off 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 im a little ticked off about this genuinely.... like i told her i could only see her last weekend but she couldn't even make time for me. I haven't seen her in like a month? Two months? It's incredibly irritating. She works with your ugly boyfriend, who was a senior when we were in fourth grade (I don't even want to think about it, barf). Why can't she just make time for me, but she can make time for every other person on the planet 🙄, but this isn't important. What's more important is that I like a man (shock, I know), but he's so cutie even my mom thinks he's a cutie and Jesse.. I forgot how Jesse feels, but ugh, he's so cutie, maybe I'll have to 'bump into him tomorrow', but I'm not sure. I've been gone all week and i havent been spending too much time with my cat so maybe i wont... idk i also dont have any gas cuz i didnt fill full last time i went bc i had to drive my brother to work and i didnt want to get him there late (i did but it was only 6 minutes because of stupid ass construction).

I dont know everything is changing, i want a boyfriend because none of my friends text me anymore and yes i have brought this up to my therapist, no telling them about this doesnt do anything but not in 'theyre terrible and hate me' way they all have lives, jobs, and school so i really cant complain but when i want to chat NOBODY will message me uuggghhhh its so boring so i spend most of my time on social media (which I hate). It also gets to a point that my socials get SO.BORING. And I have to do something else, but there's nothing else to do until I go to work , Monday, which isn't too far, but it couldn't come sooner, man I'm so bored. i really like the guy im intrested in maybe ill show up to the event hes going to tomorrow after checking the record store in the area... im craving... descenedents or misfits on cd... or whatever cheap cd they have, maybe check their merch see if they have any cool shirts... maybe if i see the guy i like ill invite him with mwahaha theyve got a photo booth mwhaha i could learn about his taste in music (hopefully my ex didnt rub off on him) idk ill get up, see what the weather is like and decide if i wanna spend every penny i have just to go out in public ugh.

well its getting cold, i should close the window and head to bed

xoxo

P.S. treat yourself this week to something nice, an energy drink, a meal out, a new piece of merch, etc. im totally going to before i get my paycheck hehe.