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Idk If anyone will see this or any1 who cares will see it but im done. I am so tired and I js want peace. Im going to jump tonight I doubt that ill post or msg anyone again but In case you see this kalahni me and him broke up and if I survive then i want u to know that I love you so fucking much u have no idea you are My reason to get up in the morning u r my everything and im sorry for this. The thing that is pushing me off the edge is the fact that ik you will never love me the way I love you but I still have hope that one day you will js confess to me of sum shi. Bye every1
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CalciferTheWriter
Are you still there? My DMs are always open. Let me know if you still breathe, we can talk about movies and/or the achings of existence.
Tay 🌊
I know on one of your previous blogs you said that your parents are religious. Well, what if I told you God isn't interested in religion? He wants a RELATIONSHIP with you. There's more to God than just a bunch of man made rules. He is so much bigger, loving, compassionate, merciful, and faithful than our brains can even comprehend.
I agree with Kova... for me I have felt like this before and literally the only one that could turn it around for me was Jesus Christ. When I was so unlovable and forgotten and deserted by others, He is the only one that is there. He is as close as the mention of His name. No matter what's going on it is never to heavy for Him to carry it for you. You are created in His images and He loves you. Nothing is too hard for Him to handle or to solve.
'Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. '
Isaiah 41:10
Elijah felt just like you did! Look at what happened. God knew his feelings were very real and valid but he told him to take a nap and eat. Emotions can be very scary and sometimes we just need to take a step back to reevaluate things and like others have said on this post, take a break.
'But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree: and he requested for himself that he might die; and said, It is enough; now, O LORD , take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers. And as he lay and slept under a juniper tree, behold, then an angel touched him, and said unto him, Arise and eat. And he looked, and, behold, there was a cake baken on the coals, and a cruse of water at his head. And he did eat and drink, and laid him down again. And the angel of the LORD came again the second time, and touched him, and said, Arise and eat; because the journey is too great for thee. And he arose, and did eat and drink, and went in the strength of that meat forty days and forty nights unto Horeb the mount of God. '
1 Kings 19:4-8
I promise it will get better.
Tay 🌊
Your life is so precious and valuable please do not make this decision. I know it hurts so bad. It may not feel like it right now but please do not make a permanent decision on temporary feelings. These feelings will leave! There are people who have tried to do things like jump and end up surviving and the number one thing they say is as soon as they do it, they regretted it.
You are beautifully and fearfully made. There is no one else in this world that is like you. Please call 911 or your local emergency number and they will get help to you. You do not have to face this alone! If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here and I know there are many others on here that would love to talk with you.
I don't even know you and I love you. Do not let the evil and the things of this world try to take your life.
CherryXD
I want to help you, please talk. Theres still time, i want to save you no matter how long it takes
Your gonna make me cry like why do you care so much I dont deserve it
by Jameswilliams🌿💨; ; Report
YES you do, everyone deserves to be heard, You are valid pleaseee i just wanna help before it too late
by CherryXD; ; Report
CherryXD
Please plseassee pleasee dont do it, your life isnt worth all this pleaseeeee. Everyone you know will live in regret, You have a whole life waiting for you pls im serious its not worth it
CherryXD
Im here to listen, theres still people who care about you and youre not alone. Youre still very young and have alot of things waiting ahead of you.. dont waste your life just becuase of some person whos not worth your time. Please, you matter and your feelings are valid. Dont do it seriously
I js dont know what to do anymore
by Jameswilliams🌿💨; ; Report
I get it, but no one wants to lose you. Please, theres people you know who would kill to help you. Home wouldnt be the same without seeing your face and hearing your voice everyday
by CherryXD; ; Report
I wish I had your sense of optimism
by Jameswilliams🌿💨; ; Report
CherryXD
Please youre still 15, Idont know how to convince you but please dont do it seriously
KoV.va
Okay idk if i can even help BUT, obviously i did see this and read this im insanely bad with words and what i wanna say but, DONT do it
U shouldnt just have a person as ur reason to live, God should be ur reason to live, I hope this at least makes u think about it
I hated my life for a very long time, so instead of hating my life, I gave it to Jesus
CherryXD
Bro pls dont its not worth it
It is tho I get a free escape from my problems like I have no other fucking options
by Jameswilliams🌿💨; ; Report
Theres plenty of options. Talk to someone who'll understand, take a break trust me
by CherryXD; ; Report