im genuinely so niche and underground it genuinely hurts the people around me

Like omg, im such a S+ tier pull for friends, like wth, so less people are actually super duper close to me i HAVE to be considered some sort of niche underground find.

its sort of like finding a video game that was discontinued in 2016, just to find a really cracked mod of it and discovering an entire fandom of people that worship the game and its characters.

i want to live on the internt,i need to be an urban legend, i need to be an inside joke, i need to be a niche reference, i need to be known and admired but by elitists, i AM all of the above and nobody can say no.  if they do they are wrong and will soon correct their ways.