alco and drunk ppl

yesterday me, my friends n my bf watched a football match, and ofc everyone had beer (except me, thank god i hate drinking). most of my friends were drinking till blackout, and my bf too. gosh, i hate drunk ppl and alcohol. even my bf were the walking trigger for me. at the end i almost had a panic attack, and two of my friends were here for me. i love them so much. i had an extreme anxiety, and they were patting my head and trying to make me feel better. i’m very happy that i have friends like them! but i’m still mad at my bf, everything he did was disgusting. btw he knows that i hate when he drinks. sooo the moral point here is that better u guys be straight edge istg