9/30/25

9/30/25

ive gone through like 11 different stages of emotions today um. so i dont know what to say about how my day was.  started it off with a chemistry test first thing in the morning that i did not finish.. and then watching people do their presentations for an assignment i didnt do while recovering even though i told my friend/group member id do it.....curse my stupid brain. and the rest of the day was alright i guess other than that. i got rained on walking home though -_- i didnt get to take a nap when i got home cuz i had to babysit without warning HUURGH pmo. and when my mom got home she was crying like she usually does.......she keeps saying shes gonna quit her job but she never does. she was really upset and sad and irritable and my dad hasnt been home so i feel really bad .....ive enjoyed being at school more than at home recently because seeing my parents so upset all the time has felt horrible. i dont know what i can do. im not happy at school im not happy at home the only time i feel okay recently is the 2 hours before my parents get home where its just me and my brother. not worth dwelling on rn though I watched charlie play some more foresaken and we played a bit of ftf it was fuuuuun . i am sleepyyyy but i dont want to sleeeeppp cuz i dont want to start a new daayyyy i dont wanna wake upppppp anymoreeee

today is day 486 no shinjiro and 458 no makoto