Being Lonely.

(5th blog) It’s starting to seem like…I come on here to get things of my chest but I don’t know…let me stay on topic, lately well honestly all my life I’ve been pretty lonely, I’m 15 haven’t had my first kiss, a virgin (which I don’t really mind being) haven’t even had a girlfriend before…I don’t know if it’s cause I’m not attractive…I post a lot on my tiktok (yvngxtrs) and my ig…I’ve gotten myself out there a few times and it never really went ANYWHERE! And I haven’t had any irl friends and I can pretty much go a week without talking to anybody and I try not to bed rot…I go outside…I watch kids play through my window not even on some sus stuff but kinda like “damn I wish I had that” but yk im a teenager and…pretty much a loser…but I don’t know…maybe one day a pretty girl will actually think I’m pretty cool…or I’ll find people like me and we’ll be friends…