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My pastry chef told me I have a final (it involves making a pie crust, pastry cream another pastry dough thing) we can only write our ingredients and temperatures not the steps on how to make it and I'm just stressed af. There's another class I have a B in but I didn't do well on the practical and I'm just so stressed out. I want to do well and make my parents proud but like every class I take I forward to the weekend. Don't get me wrong I love my classes but culinary school is tough and I'm trying to be strong and just get though it but it's hard.
I'm crying in my apartment and I wish I could stop being stressed and calming down but I can't it feels like nobody in my life understands me and nothing I do to destress is calming me down.
I might try to do sleep sounds to help me relax but I need a massage I need something, I wish I could do stuff to make it easier on myself.
Any tips or words of encouragement would be appreciated. When I'm stressed out I normally do bath bombs, I watch cat videos, or SH (which I know is bad to do) I feel like I'm bad at doing things at culinary and everyone knows what they're doing but me and I feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I've had dreams in the past about failing tests and doing poorly, never in my life have I gotten this stressed over anything in my life.
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Rocco Geno
If you can do it WITH the instructions, you can do it WITHOUT the instructions. You just need to memorize the process. You can do this through repetition of the steps and acting them out, or make up a song or story that tells you want to do in the proper order, and repeat it again and again. Good luck, I'm sure you'll do fine.
thank you so much! It's been a lot and I've been crying in my apartment I'm so worried about not doing well and failing at making a proper pie crust
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