Entry #1

I'm so lazy to get up, pick up my diary, and start writing. I haven't been trying to be better cuz for some reason I don't wanna get better. Everytime I'm getting better, I just keep falling from the same hole I've been buried in for months, I'm here again. I swore I would get better at school this semester, and I really thought I was. I suck. School sux. Everything sux. I'm giving up, I'm a disappointment to me and to everyone. I'm a danger to myself. I'm my own enemy. I hate that I don't take advices that are obviously good for me and would make me feel better cuz for some reason, I seem to not like that change.