Late night thoughts with boy!

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Main note: Decided to write down whatever late night thoughts I have onto blogs as a little diary— Nothing to graphic or triggering. Mostly just sharing about my mental health and my interests! Maybe share a few poems too..

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꒰ Written by boy꒱

Yearning is such a cruel feeling. How much I yearn to be wanted, to be needed, to be loved. How hollow my chest feels whenever ‘m online..Wishing I had what others had.  I hate how much I expect for something. Staring at my phone and hoping someone is thinking of me and messages me, that they remember I’m still here and yet there’s nothing. I can’t take how jealous I get either it’s so bad— I get exhausted easily whenever my emotions just burst into flames; Not being able to hold them in any longer. I’m in my room most of the days, not interacting as much with others. My neighbor is hidden basically. All stores are far away from our home and I don’t have anyone here in the neighborhood..

The yearn to connect with someone is what makes me so woozy the most..How touch starved I am. Not for love, not for romance, but just to have a bond with someone..To be held and loved. Ughh my brain is all over the place..Blaahhh

꒰ Written by boy꒱