i have the best boyfriend in the whole world!!! <3

i feel like i am the luckiest girl in the whole universe because i have a boyfriend who's literally the best in everything!!! we met in a friend group and became friends really fast, i felt like we had a special connection like i enjoyed his presence and i was always laughing with him, i was sure tho that we were just friends who had similar interests. then one night, we were both awake and bored at 3am and started chatting and it went non-stop!! until we we saw each other we had our first kiss and got together <3 and now it's been 2 years since that day (today 30/09/25 its our 2nd anniversary!!). i honestly feel like im the luckiest girl ever cuz this man actually changed me for the better. i used to have t0xic habits, couldn't stop or control them but now its way better bc of him, he helped me to got rid or at least improve them. for example, i couldn't control my emotions (still can't nowadays), specially rage and sadness, but he taught me to somewhat control them! i used to respond with anger to somebody, but now most of the time i can actually stay calm and have a proper discussion. i still have something i can't really change tho, im talking about anxiety and panic attacks. they got better since i've been with him but i didn't fully got rid of them. even though i suffer with that, he always stays by my side and helps me get through it!! he never gets tired of me, he supports me in any way and i couldn't be more happy! i genuinely love this man, i truly feel like i won at the lottery!! even when we were dating for like one month i already saw him as my husband and as the father of my kids, and i still do more than before!!! i can't wait to leave my hometown to live with him, get our own house, see the world together, get our dogs and cat, get married, have our children together and be by each other's side for the rest of our lives!! he's literally my reason for living and words can't describe/explain how much i love him. he's the best man in the world, can't wait to call him my husband and live our lives together forever <3

-Cloud