Grind Arc 🌨️

Hey, I’m new here. Nobody knows me on this platform, and Tbh, thats kind of freeing.

Im a 19 year old average guy who spams anime and games all day. I just started my first year of college. The thing is… its not the college I wanted. Not even the degree I wanted. But here I am.

On top of that, I look chopped, Ive got terrible social anxiety, and my family atmosphere isnt exactly sunshine and roses. Ive tried to change myself a lot of times before. Ive failed. Ive given up multiple times.

But this time feels different.
This time, its either I move forward or I stay stuck in this dump forever.

Im calling this my "Grind Arc". Im going to use this blog to track my progress, hold myself accountable, and maybe even inspire someone else who feels like they’re in their own “filler episode” right now.

My Goals for the Next Year (Oct 1, 2025 – Oct 1, 2026):

1. Get in shape – build a decent physique.
2. Learn coding and tech skills – enough to make money online and become independent.
3. Improve my personality & reduce my social anxiety – building my confidence and stop holding myself back.

4. Escape this life & move toward my dream – work hard so I can go to Japan for further studies and hopefully live there for good.
5. Start my own YouTube channel – once I save enough for a basic PC, Ill start streaming.

(this is my first ever blog i dont exactly know what u write in em so just sharing my personal growth here ✌🏻)