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This blog is mostly about what's been happening in my life lately. Since it took me a long time to settle into my new room.

Today is normally the first day of uni, but we only have one lesson, which is the Italian lesson, and it's online, so there's nothing much to do. My housemate is going out to meet with another Turkish student. She asked me if I wanted to come too, but the guy she is meeting is not really someone whose energy matches mine, and I really don't feel like going out today. 

So far, we have only met with the Turkish students who are already in the city. There are 6 of us, counting myself, AND NONE OF THEM MATCHES MY FREAK, like ok ık we only just met, but I tried to ask abt their interest and there is nothing in common we have, sure they aren't bad ppl, BUT I NEED SOMEONE TO NERD OUT ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა

AND ON TOP OF THAT, I HAVE LİKE MAXİMUM OF 5 FRİENDS THAT I'M TALKİNG WİTH, and ONLY two of them were matching my freak in different ways. The first person I still talk to and am very close to is I'm gonna call her Bibi, the common interest we have differs from my other friends, which is yuri, yaoi mhanwas in generall and fanfictions, and the other friend ( who I'm having problems with) is Klimt. The common interest of ours was not one or two but soo many things, including Boyfriend to death, Gatabobs other games, and u know other things like that ₍ᵔ.˛.ᵔ₎ 

The problem actually started a long time ago when she stopped responding to the things I sent but it wasnt like ghosting or ignoring she would send me so many vids on tiktok and instagram but she would never look at the things ı sent her this went for abt a year btw and at that time I didnt even think about how inconsiderate she acted on top of not responding ( if I try to tell some examples abt what she did this blog will be too long nad its already is longer than I want it to be soo..) but long stroy short I decided to stop replying, sneding videos and writing to her all together after she didn't write to tell me happy bday and didnt even ask abt how my moving to a new COUNTRY AND A CİTY I DONT KNOW SHİT ABT. 

About the birthday part for me it wasnt just abt the fact that she didnt call until 8pm to congratulate or smth like that (I normally don't care abt birthdays and don't have partys for mine) it was how she acted from morning until she called after seeing my insta story of an another friend celebrating my bday. She kept sending me dumbass vids and reels but didnt even remember my bday and then called me acting cute and shit like ı dont realise she forgot it. Plus 3 days after my bday was my flight to italy she didnt even call or write to ask how I have been WHİCH I DİD NEARLY DAİLY WHEN SHE MOVED TO A DİFFERENT CİTY FOR UNİ AND I LİTTERELY BOUGHT GİFTS FROM OVEERSEAS THINGS I KNEW SHE WOULD LOVE TWO MONTHS BEFORE HER BDAY CU I KNEW WE WOULDNT BE ABLE TO MEET DURING THAT TIME and she didnt even bother to try to meet with me during summer so yeah I'm not letting her ba a part of my life anymore  ╮ (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) ╭

Well other than that I downloaded discord again it was banned back in Turkiye I don't even know what ımma use it for never used it much before either.

Anyways I doubt ppl will read this cuz its so long and useless ig but if u did THANK UUU ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅