(TMI warning) I hate NOT having a bra

and like I understand why everyone can't stand having a bra on but I can't stand having mine off!! its just weird cuz everything rubbing up against your shirt and your too aware of everything happening and its gotten to the point where I sleep in my bras and I have been since I started wearing bras. and I tried to understand why everyone hates them, but just the feeling of the fabric rubbing against everything..... its just so gross and overwhelming and I hate it. idk what do y'all think or am I just weird