9/28/25

9/28/25

i didnt do much of anything today.......i sat in my chair and napped all day -.- i watched charlie play foreskin forsaken and we played some flee the facility together. some of my cheek swelling has gone down i think..i havent had to use my ice pack all day ^_^ i still dont think i'll be at school tomorrow but  i think im recovering. i was doing pretty well today but suddenly got hit with the wave of feeling like im missing out on life and the self hatred And thats how you know winter is coming. the moment the crash of depression starts to hit out of nowhere is when i know the winter downfall arc is about to start . every year i think ill avoid it and then every year it comes back to beat my fucken ass. ill keep ignoring it like always ★ im in a weird mental state rn sorry . i got a headache so im going to bed now

today is day 484 no shinjiro and 456 no makoto