Am i a bad friend?

I dont think i am...but im nit sure because if i was a good friend..would my friends ignore me all day long?? Like i wanted to spend the day with but no ones texted me or replied to my texts! What am i meant to do!!  Im thinking and the worst ive done is ignore my bsf  for like 3 hours cus i was calling with someone else..But!! I apologized and i tired to make it uo to her like...idk

And honestly i feel this is a bit unfair, the worst thing ive done is ignore my bsf because i was talking ti someone else!! Meanwhile shes actually posted private messages ive sent to someone after i told her that i genuinely would be pissed if she did that! Like idk and she didnt even undertsand the idea that i wasnt gonna get revenge or try to get her back because what friend does that?? Idk i just feel lonely and upset,evrrything feels so unfair anf idk what to do since im usually comfortable with myself alone..i think its cause this is the last day im able to play on my pc(im throwing it out since its terrible)  and its like no one cares but i know that the second its gones ill be spammed woth texts!!! Its so stupid and unfair ...