why do people ignore others?

When someone likes something slighly different, basic people will make fun of you. Not to your face. Never to your face.

 One of the worst kind of bullying is the one made in whispers and giggling behind your back. The one where you feel they're talking 'bout you when you accidently show to be excited or when you think it won't be a problem to talk out loud around them. Even worse is when your friends are in the same friend group that hates you. and they know it. 

Last week they where talking about matching halloween costumes. Then, one of them asks which princess i wanted to be. Five minutes later, i see them in a whisper group... or whatever. and then kept going on saying other themes. but this time no one asked what i wanted to be. That's when a friend of mine, which is friend with a friend of mine from this group, texts me. Saying they planned to leave me out of it in that moment. And i did'nt care, really. what upsets me is that my friends that are in the group never told me or tried to stand up for me. And i know it's dramatic. it's teen drama. But what if i grow to be the same way? lonely?

When i'm at school i don't really mind, but coming back home it all just comes to me. The way someone glanced at me and i didn't even realize. Or when you find out by someone not even your friend that there's people that dislike you. And that's being bullied in a silence treatment. And i wonder why since i barely even talked to them. I'm not even that different! i pretend to like the things they like or say to maybe fit in someday. I wish i knew what i've done to make them hate me. this whole post was really dramatic but i needed to get this out. Anyways, Bye