Deleting Tiktok

I feel like a lot of people are getting off social media recently , or maybe that's just what youtube is recommending to me since I got off xd. I've hated tiktok for a while , so around a week ago I finally deleted it. I think it was mostly Charlie Kirks death that triggered it. I will not share my personal opinion , but I noticed literally everyone but republicans getting silenced , no matter what they were saying , so tiktok just became unusable for me during that time. In general , the algorithm was just really bad for me. It was never what I wanted to see and led to me getting bored. I don't understand how people get addicted to this ?? Maybe it's just cause I have ADHD , who knows.

Side note - INSTAGRAM BANNED ME !!! They gave a really random reason and the only way to appeal was to give them a video of me ?? Frickin' weird. I emailed them saying that I am a minor and do not want to give my face , and obviously a multi billion dollar company can't respond to emails , wayyy to much work. I think I was just banned cause I repost a shit ton of politics and lizard man doesn't like that.

Anyway , what has been different ? Deleting tiktok has caused a domino affect for me, youtube has been recommending much better video essays to me that have inspired most my actions I'm about to list. I bought a mp3 player just today cause spotify really sucks , I'm gonna start uploading songs to it once I'm done writing this , maybe I'll write about it later on lol. I've started trying to gain weight again , which I had stopped a few months ago because so many people in my life were calling me weird for wanting to gain weight and then I'd go on tiktok and see the same things ._. I've made this blog xd ! Everyone keeps telling me to journal but I'm terrible at keeping track of that , sooo why not go scream on the internet where its forever on my footprint . . !

As a kid I was so creative , I would just effortlessly think up stories 'n shit, I've always missed that. I watched this essay about boredom recently: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BImKhRGmHLE and it's mainly what inspired me to actually write this blog. Surprisingly , deleting tiktok has made me less bored. No , It hasn't solved my creativity problem , 'cause that's not something that'll fix itself. I made some pins the other day ! Pretty regular thing to me , but I'm hoping I can work up from that to enjoying doing other stuff again like writing stories or drawing.

. . . also what the hell is going on with this rapture stuff ?? 😭