ONU ^o^ ☆

haiiiiiiiii guys welcome to my new blog

do u like my new layout?.. i know its very simple but i made it myself lol i just added colors, nothing new. okay so im going to write about my experience at the onu (it is a model United Nations in my city, where i represent a country or something like that) i was representing the Netherlands (the country of miffy!) at the World Health Organization :3 the topic to be debated was genome editing and eugenics ... i really liked the topic and i was able to understand it so im happy. i have a lot to say, but i dont know if i will remember haha

in general it was nice, i didnt go to school for almost a week lol and i saw my friends for three consecutive days ^o^ but umm sometimes it was boring, especially on the last day i was bored and i had to sit on those uncomfortable wooden benches for a long time, my butt is much flatter than before lol help.. and i couldnt make any friends at all :( although I talked to some delegates a few times, now we don't talk at all buut its okay maybe i need to talk more in the gc.

that showed me that even though i have many friends now, i still find it difficult to socialize for the first time, especially in a serious setting where i hardly know anyone, it reminds me of my awkwardness..

but its okay, i dont intend to be the most sociable person in the world. i joined the onu because i was curious and now its done, so its fine, i dont know if i will participate again next year but at least now i know how it feels

at the awards i admit that i cried a little when my friends nina and frida won haha i dont know why i cried, i guess i was happy and the fact that my friend bauti also cried made me feel less stupid haha i feel stupid when i cry in public and more when i was happy and not sad lol

but yeah i dont know what else to say even if it was a lot lol i just know i am reaaally tired and i got sick UnU so i will recover these days. thats all for today byebye blog!