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Hey so i'm drunk as shit rn

i aws already somewhat aware but yeha i actually just do have an alcohol problem. Whenever my gf isn't there to tell me to not drink i just keep goin g and going and just, htat shit CANNOT be healthy. i'm happy i have her there to keep me from accidentally killing moyself or whatever but still. I just don't know manl. sometimes i wish i could go as far as i want, drink as much as i want, destroy my organs as much as i want. My feet and hands literally feel weird when i drink too much so i guess that's a sign that i've overdone it. Not like i'll care, drunk me and sobrer me might as well be 2 different ppl. they want different things. Sober me wants some semblence of stability while drunk me wants to just get as drunk ass possible unril she feels best, evenn if she's risking actually hurting herself, she doesnt care.