I don’t know who I am.

I don’t know who I am. I think I’m having an identity crisis of some kind, because I can’t wrap my head around the concept of only being perceived as one singular individual to those around me. I feel like different people beyond the sense of believing it’s simply code switching. I thought a while ago it may have been a form of OSDD, but there is absolutely no amnesia. It’s like a flip of a switch and I feel completely different sometimes, and I don’t mean just. Feeling different emotions. The way emotions are felt and expressed are way different. I notice I tend to switch under stress or extreme excitement, which is something people with OSDD or DID do, but again, I have no amnesia and the internal monologue/conversation thing feels more just like I’m talking to my subconscious.

So yeah. I’m crying out to a retro social media to see if anyone has the same experience and if anyone knows what’s going on. I can’t be truly sure of who I am at the moment. I know what I like and don’t like, but I don’t know who I am or who I truly want to be.